iCeirlada-

2007-05-07T20:54:00.000+08:00

LOL WTF I LOST ALL MY LINKS AND IT'S ALL XANGA'S FAULT -.-
NEVERMIND I'M STILL GONNA USE XANGA.
I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M "YELLING"!
ERM OKAY PEOPLE I STILL CAN LINK BLOGGER USERS IN XANGA SO DROP A TAG AT, I REPEAT, WWW.XANGA.COM/CHEEWITKORNGICE TO BE LINKED! XD

2007-05-03T18:10:00.000+08:00

MOVED! :D
♥
Relink please.
And those who use Xanga, sub me ;D

2007-04-25T19:55:00.000+08:00

Rawr we put in so much effort and they had to raise the bar.
Even Commonwealth dropped to Silver, from GWH wtf -.-
The whoever should go and dieeee!!!
If the standard's still like 2 years ago we would've gotten Gold or GWH okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
*Bitter* >< Ah forget it.. at least we maintained and didn't drop :D
Should've listened to Mrs Crothers.. "Hope for the best, but expect a COP." I think I got a little cocky cos I really believed (many others too) that they put up a either Gold or GWH performance heh. Anyway CHEER UP ALL DRAMA PEOPLE ESP. THE ACTORS! REMEMBER WHAT MS PUJA AND MR LEE SAID TO US! Lalalala~

WON'T BE BLOGGING UNTIL MYEs OVER!
MUG ON!

Tagbacks next time!

2007-04-23T18:11:00.000+08:00

Hallelujah! I'm fine at last! As in REALLY fine this time :D
I'll still go around asking people for hugs though. ^^
But alas, MYEs are here wtf!!!
SOMEONE TEACH ME CHEM T.T Argh it's so unfair because Mrs Chee so rocks -.- People understand what she teaches and she actually has a sense of humour.

Tomorrow CLB exam wtf -.-
Ciao.

2007-04-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

[edited]

Everything WAS perfectly fine..
Until this bloody cursed thing that people claimed wonderful came to ruin it all for us.
& fuck, Rabbit Scheme is not working anymore.

Thanks alot, love.

2007-04-18T21:12:00.000+08:00

Rabbit Scheme sucks -.-
It kept me happy for only less than 1 day, how pathetic. Bunny's still cute though hehehehh ((:
Flunked Chem test, lmao I've never been so sure about flunking a paper before xD. Won't even pray for a pass LOL. Tests, and for now mid-year, is a bitch.

Mid-year approaching = teachers get all tensed & pile us with hw (+ other projects) = students burning the midnight oil = students getting insufficient sleep = sleepy students = inattentive/sleeping students = failing students = dead students.

Rawrrrrrr?!
Also, TV and computer for long hours is totally out of the question.
!@#$%^&*
Sobxzxzxzxzxzxz!

2007-04-14T12:12:00.000+08:00

Was hyped up and cheerful for the first half of this week but now back to stoning heh.. Here's a piece of advice to you: Don't think too much or else you'll develop a habit of stoning.
Advantages of stoning:
1) You can effortlessly ignore your noisy monkeyish friends (LOL :x).
2) You can sorta fast-forward time xD.
Disadvantages of stoning:
1) You become about 60% less alert.
2) You'll be unaware of what's going on around you when you stone (duh).
3) Your friends take the opportunity to make fun of you cos they think you don't mind since there's no reaction (AHEM).
4) You can be mistaken of being emo / You get emo.
5) Your attention span become ridiculously low.
6) You'll influence your friends to stone & outings won't be as fun anymore. Guilty as charged - Yours Truly. Take yesterday at PP x)) I'm sorry but stoning is contagious xD.
Blah blah blah.. Yeah so don't become a stoner, it's a risky business. xD

Hmmmm anyhoots. Spent Mon, Tues and Wed doing rehearsing cues with Syafiqah & briefing her on stuff for SYF. On Thursday really felt that it was worth all our time and effort put in, esp. for the actors. Forgotten how I got emo, but I think everyone remembered that I cried before setup and cried again after the whole thing ended lol wth xD. I was just touched by how everyone gave their all to create something on stage, the magic, everything. Thanks everyone for the hugs and tears shared :D Mrs Crothers said that we were fab ((: Like duh (:x) Mr Lee, Mr Koh, the audience and A JUDGE, they were touched to tears by the play whooo! Results out next week I think.. Whatever the outcome, again I think it's all worth it. Got to know many Drama Clubbers better and learnt many things from the trainers. Overall Drama SYF 2007 was an enriching experience hohoho! Hope the rest feel the same way too (as for Chee, I'm not hoping much xD)! Oh steamboat after school ~~♥♥♥~~ Lol. My friends are irritating, mean and obnoxious sobs T.T

Games Carnival yesterday~ Badminton 1st, Netball 2nd, Soccer 2nd, Floorball 4th & no representative for Tabletennis LOL. Anw Relay & Basketball on Monday cos of the rain. Wish 3B all the best, all of you were great ((: Congrats 3G for getting 3rd for Soccer too. HAIZ sia lah I cannot stand it I want a class tee man ): Mr Lee come read this leh and tell DM to ~~freaking~~ let us have a class tee rarrrr. I think every other sec3 classes have their own tees already except for us. Pfft.
Thanks Twin, Rina & Alison for showing concern then. I'm fine now ((: Sorry for always worrying you guys :/ Love you all! (:

Sad to say since SYF's over.. It's time to chiong for mid-years -.- So ciao~
Transformation: Floodlight-er ~ Guai Kia.

OH WAIT WTF.
TODAY IS SONGKRAN FESTIVAL AND I'M NOT IN THAILAND NOT IN CHANTABURI WITH THE REST WTF WTF WTF!!! Damn this realisation just spoilt my day.

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

2007-04-06T14:37:00.000+08:00

Skaters rule!

*Melts*

See lah Chee! So blur.. NO SKILL :x

Some random bouquet :D

Feels like..

Home ((:

Roaming about in the Land of Thousand (more like million ^^) Smiles :DDDD

Propper, Actress, uh.. Lighter? Lol.

Zee dao me! :x

2007-04-03T19:37:00.000+08:00

This post is just gonna be like rant rant rant yada yada yaddy yada so you can just skip reading this. Eh no just read Sueyness no. 1 then you can leave.

Screw Amaths and Chem mannnnnn. Zzz.
Oh right, screw SS and International Friendship Day too.
Sorry everyone for being really vulgar and stoned and emo and etc nowadays harhar. xD I think Athena's starting to find me creepy.

Sueyness.
1. Lost my specs. Anyone saw blue specs in the 1st floor tech. block toilet please return it to me.. fuck you if you have it and don't plan to give it back.
2. Syafiqah down with fever, now Afini also down with fever. So I'll have to know all cues very well to give either one of them clear instructions when they're back. It's not much of a chore and I'm a kind soul but I think I didn't write down all the cues on Sat. Just have this gut feeling that I'll screw up.
3. International Friendship Day thing.
4. CLB mid-year coming up and I ponned all lessons so far this year so I guess I'm going to screw the paper. Unless Josephine updates me, then I'll have to chiong tuition which can only resume after SYF (because "SYF IS PRIORITY" - dearest Ms Puja). Then after SYF, left with only like freaking 1 week to prepare for the exam?! And I still have to prepare for mid-years for other subs wtf.
5. Han Guo La Mei thing.
6. Lost iPod FM Adapter.
Many many many more that I don't feel like listing.

Bye people, I'm off to drown myself in SS.
Emaths can just throw away man.

2007-04-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

Every single cell in my body is now dying of exhaustion.
Yes, I've never felt this exhausted for a long time.
Worn out in every aspects.
Guess what? I haven't finished Hana Kimi, and for now I can't.
At times like these, I get crazy ideas.
Like using my life savings to buy a one-way ticket to Thailand, either continue schooling or get a job there, and never come back to this dumb little red dot called Singapore.

2007-03-31T19:21:00.000+08:00

Handling floodlights can and WILL make you vomit blood.
How the hell are 2 people supposed to patch in 3 freaking floods, tape down the wires and figure out which dimmer is for which flood in 3 minutes?! The props people took pains to quickly move all the fishing panels + benches in, Donna and I had to try to untangle the wires and yada yada yada, Bernard must know all the markings for the panels... She says, "strike set" and we have to do it all over again! I know it's for practise but when we rushed in and out many times the wires got tangle like fish then some more we had to do the last run. Wtf man, nearly had a mental breakdown lol. Didn't even tape down the wires for last run. Zzz. I know some others are going through much more but zzz, ZzZ, zZz, ZZZ! T.T

Okay actually thinking back, I could've handled it with Donna properly if I had the motivation. Not zikuaing but then I think my efficiency was damn low today. Those flashbacks were killing me. I think I'm cursed to suffer every first half of the year or sth lol...
2005: Lost a really sweet friend. He understood me throughout and tolerated every single shit, till the end. Tragic end, all because of a mistake I made. One of my worst mistakes ever.
2006: I was too quick to judge, fullstop. No elaborations whatsoever.
Now what? Hahah.. These things made me realise that in life, you can't grow without making mistakes. Like math, you make mistakes. After that you check your steps, find where your mistake lies, correct it and make a mental note not repeat it to save marks. Same goes for life. You make mistakes and learn from it. I think I've grown alot stronger mentally. From last year I told myself that from then on I'd have to start making mature and practical decisions and not hasty ones. Yup, so here I am now.

It was like taking drugs. Got addicted, got caught, realised the importance of a rehab. So now I'm sorta under rehab. Banned from drugs. Though there are withdrawal symptoms, but I'll perservere till the end because I'll be free from drugs and regain my health at the end of the day :D

Aiyah dammit, very the alot of things to do.
Nightyyy~ you must be thinking I'm spas xD.

2007-03-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

Time flies man. It's already gonna be April wtf?!

Hmmm yst was plenty of randomness after school around PP lmao. Nearly got busted, followed CheeAmandaAlisha to see hamsters and they followed me back to Sherlyn's place and boy was there a raid -.- Picklocking attempts, use of Baygon, "flushing" sock, paper whip thingum and all the whacky stuff harhar. Felt like we were back to sec2 lol, those were the days... xD

Today 2nd-last inline-skating lesson! )): Wah lau wtf.. x_x inline-skating for Choices is like super fun can ♥♥♥. And I finally can skate properly! HOHOHO :D Hopefully Zee they all can get permission to take us out to ECP for the last lesson WAHAHAHAAAA how cool will that be eh. If cannot I'm going to be sian for the rest of my life. K exaggerated but T.T CHOY anw.

Oh yeah I wanted to post about how much I wanted to be a Sim yesterday or the day before but everything's alright now so I don't wanna enter the emo zone xD. Ahhhhh Sims 2 and iTunes and Harvest Moon and pictures and stuff all inside my big comp T.T I dunno why I call it 'big comp' but then desktop sounds weird to me so yah. I told my dad that there is something wrong with the screen, so just get the screen fixed and I'll be elated. But NOOOOOO, he kept thinking that there's sth wrong with the CPU (ok there is obviously sth wrong but I only know abt the problem with the sound system) so he took my CPU to the whoever to see! If they reset my darling I am going to assassinate all of them RARR. Haiz sobs *keeps fingers crossed* T.T Haha what a dull topic.

Lastly...
CONGRATS TO 3C & 3B FOR GETTING INTO FINALS FOR NETBALL! :D
I'll be cheering both on whooo! (:

So cute omg ♥ xD I think I'm insane.

2007-03-26T21:00:00.000+08:00

Ok blog downed for a day cos... Tadah! New blogskin! Lol lame.
Hmmmm, there sure were many things that happened during the time I didn't blog heh. Good and bad. But dang I can't remember all ._.
Hmmmm let's see. I'll just go at random.
3B got into semi-finals for everything so far except for TKD and Netball which haven't started. I don't want to comment on soccer.
Doing lights for drama is freaking tense & stressful though it seems like we just need to switch on and off the floodlights. Cos everytime I damn scared last minute one of the floods just blow or sth x_x CHOY lah k. Anyway I STILL CANNOT BELIEVE I WENT WITHOUT BREAKFAST AND LUNCH ON SATURDAY UNTIL 6PM+. Yada yada yada lolol.
Then I also confirmed something that's uhhhh, not-very-shocking I guess because I anticipated it anyway hohoho.
OH YES.. foot no more sore. Bless whoever wished me a speedy recovery because I have to SWEEP with all my might for floorball tomorrow haha! AND SKATING ON THURSDAY WHOOOOHOOOOO. I shall return Zee the orange cone because I'm not the rightful owner ahem. xD
Ummmmmm ok this post is so messed up but lastly, I AM FREE!
Freee freeee freeeee~ Ok I am seriously screwing up this post. LOL.

Hmmmmmm.
Nth much for now I guess..
Just wanna say.. I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! ♥♥♥!
Good luck to everyone for the rest of the Games Carnival esp. 2G'06 ppl and some 3B'07 ppl ESP. FLOORBALL HARHAR. Sweepers JIAYOU! Wo shi ni de tou hao FANS! Okay I am like showing support for myself -.-

*** HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY BEST FRIEND TIGGER! ***
Don't be pissed anymore -.- I didn't mean to raise my voice at you today lah okay.. Don't cryyyyy! -.-
And eh I'm going to redo your card. PATIENCE HOR (:

2007-03-18T12:14:00.000+08:00

Went for Gamers Love Sports LAUNCH (ahem xD) with Alisha and Chee in da morning! (: Went for the walk and came back with a MAOOOO(lol)ster tee and goodie bag! :D Great company + great performances (omggggg the chinese drum thing + the yoyo thing + the beatboxer o.o) = great morning? Hahah. If Chee didn't ask me I would've stayed at home and sleep or sth -.- Had to pangseh Chee and Alisha bleah. If not for unfinished thingiesss I would be at some arcade daytona-ing by now! Rarrr.

Hmmmmmmm.

Angelic Ice: Yes, that's it. I shall be considerate. I shall cheer up and be happy! And everything'll be fine.. as long as I stay happy. I'll forget about it..
Devilish Ice: You... !@#$%^&* I don't know what to say. Wake up, you friggin' retarded schizo.

2007-03-16T18:47:00.000+08:00

Wah.. never blogged for a week! Can't believe myself -.-
Been fighting with Tigger alot recently.
I TELL YOU ALL AH, THIS GUY (? LOL), NICKNAMED TIGGER aka self-nicked #09 *points at tagboard*, IS DAMN SADISTIC.
Edited no elaborations -.-

Anyway ummm what happened during the time I didn't post? Let me think...
Saturday: sent Tony off, hung out at airport.
Sunday: PIZZAAAAAAS! San Gu's pizzas are the best man...
Monday: Geog proj + Drama + Hamburger-gaming + watching Chee lan + watched conflicts arise between Chee and Tigger. But everything's fine now and that's all that matters :D
Tuesday: Checked prices of stuff for BBQ (cancelled) + watched Just Follow Law with Rachel. And also met that stupid old !@#$%^&* -__-
Wednesday: Uhhhhhh.. forgot. Probably stayed home? OH YEAH STAYED HOME.. WAITED FOR SOME !@#$%^&* TO COME ONLINE. IN THE END WHAT? WENT LAN.. GOOD HOR >:/
Thursday: Helped some dummy do Geog project.

Today had drama! Surprisingly fun to do the lights stuff .__.
Got temporarily transferred, then Mrs [Crothers? Dunno] transferred me permanently -.- Bernard called it a promotion o.o
So not sure whether my enjoyment's gonna last long! Hurhur.
Anw was being really extra during drama today lur. Super enthusiastic for don't-know-what weird reason. No complaints some more. Turned schizo already I think. After drama went to help some lazy ass. Then went home! Another normal day but drama was kinda fun lol. Besides I got to watch the play also (:

Find Tank's Gei Wo Ni De Ai very nice! The MV got Da Dong inside some more :D Haiz I still wanna watch Zhong Ji Yi Ban leh someone save meeee T.T Haven't even watch finish Hana Kimi and Devil Beside You. Still got stupid talking point to do cos some idiot stole the thumbdrive together with my mum's handbag. K I know totally no link but ZZZ.

Tagbacks:
Rachel I oso dunno what's with his obsession with double meanings hahah. the smiley where got gay! cute lor.. unlike somebody.
Richny Richny u damn lag! LOL. anw yayyyy heartheart Da Dong worhs! hahah. eh very sad lah )): It Started With A Kiss and Zhong Ji Yi Ban no eng subs on YouTube! dont have any kind souls go make subbed episodes one )): i so sad lor )):
Tigger Ah? i use double meanings so that i can feel happy without people knowing them? what talking you?! aku tak tahu le kong simi. wah lau look who's talking man. u so inefficient lor. how many colour papers u screwed up alr?!
Fiona Yoyo! :D i shall link you! (:
Tinghui Hahah sure (: i nearly made him got concussion today zomg -.- one day he die u noe who do liao :x but cannot tell police ah xD.

2007-03-09T20:45:00.000+08:00

I think I was being really irritating yesterday, heheheh.
Firstly, me, Rachel, Denise and ZN conspired to jack + irritate the hell out of Jerome and the other instructors. What with orange cones, hiding the net and all. Mostly Rachel cos she was damn freaking high -.- xD. Oh we irritated Evil Spirit too by calling him Evil Spirit. So I felt bad after that because Evil Spirit looked pissed and I think Jerome was emo cos he responded until very stoned during recess ._. They made me feel like such an irritant. Or am I?
Secondly I irritated Tony like I usually do anyway with excessive violence. Cos I was emo. So when I emo I look emo. So I in turn irritated Tigger who sorta scolded me for looking emo so I treated him ice-cream, being faithful to our own Peace Treaty. Lol.
Yah other than that I think I also irritated alot of other people. Yst and today I kinda moody. So I totally switched off during Emaths today. Really have to thank Tina and Xinxin for being understanding. Esp Tina cos she whole day must stand my temperament. Sorry Tina T.T

K enough of my irritability.
Was lmao-ing today during Chem hahah. Water gun -.-
Aiyah lazy cont'd. Alot of homework sia zzz.

Thanks for understanding my pain, you know who you are.

2007-03-06T18:58:00.000+08:00

- Yst, in toilet.
Chee: Ice Ice come take pict! ^o^ *snap*
*fixes hair* Omg I look so cute...
Me: *ROFLMAOs*
- Did fine for Amaths, Emaths and SS CT papers (:
- Bought After Eight chocs 8D (and Rachel, Chee and Amanda had their "eggs" hatched .__. whatever! lol)
- No talking point until after holidays! ^o^V
- Athena lent me ______ and ______ with ma eye candies inside. NEHNEH YOU RAWK MA SAWKS WHOOO! xD
- Did fine for Chem and Phy. Expected outcome for Geog paper XD.
- Jackslaps are the trend nowadays :D
- Wenxin very cute. "SSSSSSO BAD!" x3
- M&Ms popper thingum!
- Lanlan with Chee. Started Devil Beside You. GOT SUBS YAY!
- It Started With A Kiss and Zhong Ji Yi Ban NO SUBS?! Someone please enlighten me.. Tell me that there are subbed episodessss T.T
- Extremely high today.

Source A
Ice: Eh Athena did you pass or throw something across my desk just now?
Athena: Er.. no?
Ice: But I felt something buzzing past leh ._.
Athena: ... Don't have lah.
Ice: *GASP* O.O
Athena: o.o *gasp* [She said something about the supernatural (polite term)]
Ice: No! Was it a bird?! Was it a plane?! NOOO! IT WAS SUPERMAN!

Source B
I went high with the M&M popper thingum and jackslapped many people.

Jackslap = a term I invented for this cool thingum.
Tell me if you want to know the definition and I'll be willing to try on you a few examples of jackslaps :D Credits to Zhining our shifu too for passing on this wonderful skill to enhance our jacking abilities.

2007-03-02T17:02:00.002+08:00

Nice :D

2007-03-02T15:31:00.000+08:00

Yow yow yow.
CTs over yaman yaman yaman :D
3B girls are becoming more and more crappy lol!
Crappiness is contagious.
Highness even more contagious. Especially on the topic of Fahrenheit or Hana Kimi xD. Once someone mentions names like 'Wu Zun', 'Jiro' (!!!), 'Ella', etc etc, alot of heads sure turn. Esp Zhiwei. "Eh what about Wu Zun?! Say again say again!!!" quoted from Tina's blog lol. Me is "Jiro! Omg Jiro! I love Jiro omg he so cute lor wahahah. Eh LEND ME LEH *pointpoint magazine* T.T" ... ramble ramble ramble. Hahaha.

Lol oh yeah inline-skating for Choices has been fun :D Now I can brake already hor! Don't play play! xD But still dunno how to do T-shape brake and cross over. Open-close, Zig-zag, one-leg gliding, backwards open-close, backskating :D Darn I feel like getting my own skates T.T

Aiyah school is just not bad nowadays lo. And I'm already in the holiday mood -.- Not paying attention in class and all.. My blog is like semi-dead hahah! Whooo I'm off, HANA KIMI MARATHON! Still wanna watch Devil Besides (Er Mo Zai Shen Bian?), KO One (Zhong Ji Yi Ban! Jiro whooo! :D), It Started With A Kiss (Jiro whoo!) and Love At Corner (???). All My Boo and Ri Ben Qiao's recommendations (: Alamak I feel so outdated lar can. Anw still got It Started With a Kiss 2 coming out and Zhong Ji Yi Jia.. BOTH GOT JIRO! Ahem ahem xD.

2007-02-27T23:38:00.001+08:00

Chem and Geog anyhow whack lah.

Haiz poor Tigger :/

2007-02-23T20:10:00.000+08:00

Whoo Hana Kimi Hana Kimi Hana Kimi LOL.
JiroWuzunYuzheHexianWenxiangZhenghaoallsocute! xD
Anyway screwed Emaths paper and lost 10 bucks today.
Walau damn malu sia I think Bowen sure got laugh at me one lor T.T
I'm the blurrest person alive T.T
And he'll be going to their concert next month at BKK Impact Arena T.T
I wanna go... I wanna go... I wanna go...
But cannot lah duh T.T
I AM DEPRIVED wtf.

Oh yeah people please stop reading my blog because you're just wasting your time. Alot of words no picts sia then some more my cam's down and so far no one remembered that they're supposed to send me the picts yet T.T Nowadays oso nth much that's interesting happened lo. My life is boring. BORING BORING BORING!

Monday Phy and Hist Elec.
Tuesday Amaths and SS.
Wednesday Chem and Geog.
Wah CTs suck how wtfish.

2007-02-19T12:11:00.000+08:00

Wo de tian arh..
I think I'm becoming piggier.
Not because it's the year of the pig. But because I've been excessively snacking and having heavy lunches/dinners. Lmao. Die. xD Nvm at least I don't gain 2kg a day like some weirdo :x Wah but really hope can lose 3 a day like him though. Lol~
I shall show you..
Wednesday, Valentine's Day: Super heavy Sakae uh.. drunch?
Friday, Ghng's BBQ: A sorta eat-while-you-cook session. So I lost track of how much I ate, which is not a good sign.
Saturday, Reunion dinner: Sashimi and steamboat zomg.
Yesterday, Chu 1: BAK GUA, kuih bang kit, koropok, love letters, and whatnots! TRAUMAISEDDDDDDDDDD.

So today I shall snack on water until another heavy dinner -.- seafood zzz. Um so yesterday wasn't very interesting as usual because relatives came at different times and left soon after to visit other relatives to collect/give more ang paos. Then they pangsehed me and my other cousin. We bloghopped and stuff then soon after I had to pangseh her to go visit uncle Si Chuan's hse. After 2 rounds of Mahjong at their place I still don't get shit about it. Cos they 3 were playing in their own world (and jiang hua yu-ing) while I was left to die of blurness. Nvm, I stick to Taiti -.- Ok time to chiong hw.

2007-02-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day everyone! Lurbbe cheuu all! :D
+ Happy Birthday to Jethro & Javier the cute boy
+ Happy Total Defence Day/'s Eve! (Whichever lah)
+ Happy Tribespeople Day to Sherlyn and Zhining?! Lol.
Hope I'm not too late.. heh.

Yiyan offered to be my valentine whoo! LOL. Yah so now Yan Yan the biscuit is mine, whoever touches her DIES. xD Anw thanks Zhining for the Roche + cute card and ****** for the cute PINK turtle thingy whoo! :D EH WHY NO ONE GIVE ME FLOWERS SIA?! Haiz so heartbroken T_T Hahahah.

Physics test not bad, screwed English compre as expected cos I was 3-quarters asleep and proved our dear Mrs Chen wrong for Geog test >:D Last minute revisions work miracles okay.

Went to Sakae to so-called 'celebrate' Jethro's bday. We were damn disgraceful I tell you LOL. Talking loudly, screaming, crawling under tables, throwing chopsticks (starter aka culprit none other than yours truly xD sorry again Sherlyn), and don't know what else. Tony was emo so he went off, hope he's alright now. Wah TODAY MY EYES DAMN PAIN X_X Lol! And chao ah gua GUTLESS can :D Then ate like damn super alot. Oh yah Amanda and I tried to act emo but we failed terribly lmao. Amanda better than me sia she can come join Drama hahaha! Anyway...

Logic of the day: Acting emo can earn you free ice cream! :DDD
Joke lah k to the great one who owes me ice cream, I not so jian.

SPREAD THE LURBBBBBBB!
And whooooo blading & shopping tomorrow!!!

2007-02-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

When I'm unusually hyper,
when I make nonsensical jokes,
when I get the sudden inspiration to study,
when I get hardworking,
when I do housework without being told to,
when I fail to annoy Rachel & Sherlyn when they were doing their AA,
when I eat sinfully,

when I continue to lose my sanity.

2007-02-09T17:35:00.000+08:00

Many many many many thanks to Aaron for being there yesterday. And also Häagen-Dazs Macadamia Brittle for being such a great best friend and making my day today considering how flying lousy it was before we met. Thanks Chee for accompanying me and tolerating the emo-ness.

Done this before but doing it again for the sake of my dearest bro. This one no rules, I going to do whatever I want with this list.

~~I miss somebody right now.~~
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends (that I can count on).
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything (except some flying flyers).
I have a lot to learn.
I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
~~I am happy at this moment!~~
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy. Well who doesn't is an idiot.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

2007-02-08T21:59:00.000+08:00

MAYBE I SHOULD JUST SIAM AWAY FROM THIS THING TO SAVE ME THE TROUBLE.

Maybe I should just watch myself get defeated, because this is totally wearing me out. I'll be better off being the playmaker of their little game than living this lie I guess.

2007-02-07T18:28:00.000+08:00

Haven't blogged properly for a long time. Lol.
Sia lah now almost all the girls in 3B call me Dada or Uncle Dada x_x
Other people sure get wrong idea if they hear them call me that one. Because they always make the act-cute voice den like DADA you know ahem DARDAR LOL. Then now I getting used to responding to 'Dada' already + the usual 'Biiiiingbiiiiing!'. If this goes on Ice will one day become non-existent.. tian arh.
And it's all 3B de SHANSHAN/VOLCANO's fault! xD
Wenxin is Xinxin/star, Athena is Tuna/Nana, Yiyan is Yanyan (the biscuit :x), Wynne is feng/crazy/wind, Shu Han is Hanhan, Weifang is Fangfang/square and Denise is flirt (and I am square bread -.-). And the rest are either the usual people with the usual nicknames or the people who haven't been nicknamed by me :D Nevermind, what we have is time >:)

Thailand trip was fun fun fun as usual :D
Sense is out! Bought alot of other CDs also. Then everything buy buy buy buy buy buy buy. Met the cousins too (: Aiyah damn sian sial I spoiled the chromatogram. Continue some other day tataaaaaaa~

2007-02-02T17:21:00.000+08:00

Boarding in 15mins' time! :D
Hahahah. Will miss you guys..

Sounds like I'm going for very long hor?
But nooooo, I'm going for A WEEKEND!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Lol.

Till then,
I don't expect for much, I really don't.

2007-02-01T20:45:00.000+08:00

LycheePeachSoda whoooo! :D

Spas spas worhs. I not supposed to be happy.
Because I-don't-know-what ruined my day!
Out of all people, must happen to me.
I don't know what to think, do, feel or say leh.
I don't know what I want anymore either.
It's like whatever I'm gonna do, nothing will come out of this.
I just know it.
HOW AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

2007-01-26T22:07:00.000+08:00

This post goes out to you, you know who you are.

I know you're sad, troubled, confused and all but please cheer up okay? You know that many people care for you right? And of course includes me inside lah :D Though I can't say everything I wanna say to you here, but I just wanna say that everything you face is part and parcel of life. It's also up to you how you want to face your problems and confusions. You can change, but you just need to realise what's worth fighting for in life and what's not worth your worry. Look at things in a different light, and there'll be much less for you to worry about, trust me.

I don't want anything to happen to you. If forgetting about that thing can lessen your burden, then so be it. I'll be fine, as long as you're alright.

2007-01-26T18:07:00.000+08:00

I want my two best friends back.
I want my two best friends back.
I want my two best friends back.
I want my two best friends back.
I want my two best friends back!!! ):

And omg I just realised how cheesy the lyrics of Liang Shan Bo Yu Zhu Li Ye (is this the correct hanyupinyin? aiyah i just know it's somethings something juliet) is. I thought the song sounded nice even though the girl's voice kinda act cute but omg I see the translation of the lyrics then wanna puke -_- Okay sidetracking..

School was boring as usual except Emaths hahah (: The guys were joking around about some power of light of the OHP -.- Then Chenghao said sth about Kang Xi some Taiwan celebrity I think cos it sounds like can't see LOL. Okay nvm -__- xD.

Ate with Chee, Alisha, Angie and Shimin before following (bleah can't say kena dragged later they sue me for slander) Chee & Alisha the mad duo to Punggol haunted house place. I lazy walk (LOL they must be going like riiiiight...) so waited for them at the MRT platform and stone. Damn peaceful and nice, some more got natural fan shioook! Anw in the end forgot what happened they didn't reach the haunted house. Oh yah we were playing 'I can see the _____ shirt guy' in the MRT on the way to Punggol. DAMN LAME HAHAHAHAHAH.
Anw went Compass Point gia gia with Chee after Alisha pangsehed us go home. We wanted to jack LongKang at his working place but he wasn't there kns. So we walked around and CHEE GOT HERSELF STUCK IN TIME ZONE AGAIN OVER THE TOY-CATCHING MACHINE ACKKKKK. We were poor today so didn't have enough money to take neos so Chee spent all of hers in Time Zone LOL! She owes me $1 whooo! And she spent her own another $1 that could've got her the fluffy thing to buy Mai Ya Tang so she was damn sad haiz :/ Poor Chee. On the way back home she prank-called ____ and spastic Brandon because she's interested in the world cheese domination thing. It was damn funny when she pranked ____ HAHAHAH. Haven't felt so good in such a long time man :D

Whoo I love Chee. LOL!

2007-01-24T20:46:00.000+08:00

Newly discovered concentration theraphy! :D :D :D
And the concentration lasted for 3 periods! Whooooo!
Omg crap. You read my blog! You stooopid! Youuuuuu-- Lol!
Ahem sorry.

3B is still da same whoo! Made more good friends that's all, nothing else that's interesting heh. Had tests on Monday, Tuesday and today. Cool eh? Tomorrow another one. Hahahah. Typical life in mugland. I really can't imagine life in JC, aka ultra-mugland. Hoho.

Aiyah damn, looks like I gotta surrender my half-tube of grape mentos tomorrow -.-

2007-01-22T16:58:00.000+08:00

Can't believe I actually agreed to come LAN LAN with Chee -__-
Never ending homework noooooooooo.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Ok right~ I high, low, left, right, whoo!

2007-01-21T01:14:00.000+08:00

Update: New blogskin. Tagboard up and running.

Haiyar. Can't sleep pfft.
Shouldn't have said all that crap haiz.
Just wth was I thinking?! Grarrrr.

Anyway happy thinggggg~
I have 2 more BEST FRIENDs now! :D
Hahaha sounds like a kindergarten kid :x
Hope we'll stay this way and may they always bring fun, joy and laughter into my life (not by jacking me though -___-)!

And today is mugday + homeworkday!
Then I'll be back to mugland tomorrow!
Whoo so exciting...

2007-01-16T21:45:00.000+08:00

I'm bored...

Been fanatic for quite some time. LOL.
Ahemnotewinpupomebomjirowuzungolf&mikeandmanymanymore! :D
I want Golf-Mike's, Clash's and Potato's new albums.
Baaaaaasket, time seems to be crawling.

Double boo, because there's homework everyday and I miss you.

2007-01-15T23:16:00.000+08:00

Not used to chionging hw to hand in on time.
Not used to paying so much attention in class.
Not used to rushing classwork.
Not used to having so many on-task people around me.
Not used to the inability to slack during lessons.

Bleh.. I still miss 2G -.-
I think I can just die of boredom in A-D block. Other than the 2G girls and some others, my besties at the other side zzz. And I bet they're having a good time without us blar. Okay enough of bitterness..

Today, I learnt that going to an Amaths lecture without your specs is a very grave mistake and you will suffer dire consequences.

Uh, ya that was random.

Anyway there's Chem 1hr "quiz" tomorrow -.- And every other weeks we have Chem/ Physics supplementary/remedial/test or whatever have we. Tuesday = CLB! So now, since Tuesday = Chem/Phy blah, maybe they will ~~CLB~~! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Don't know whether it's possible but what's more important?! (:

Kawaii Jiro and hamsem Wu Zun! LOL~
A daily dosage of wackiness is healthy for worrywarts/overthinkers/overly-stressed individuals like me so thank you for your cooperation! Jiro Jiro Jiro!~

2007-01-10T19:45:00.000+08:00

I wanna continue reading DN!
I wanna watch Hana Kimi!
I want their new album!
I. WANT. 2G. BACK.

I don't want to go to school..
Baaaaaaaaasketttttttttttt.

Currently I'm:
Intellectually dead.
Physically worn out.
Emotionally.. emo?
Socially blocked (.__.)
and morally guilty.

I get boy-crazy when I'm high. LOL :D

2007-01-07T20:57:00.000+08:00

School's fine so far [other than hw, coming projects and the constant reminders that we're the best double-science stream class (which is an overstatement)].
CCA recruitment drive was kinda fun (:
Oh and best part of the week~ Mum's return! :D
Wahaha she brought back VCDs and Amfee cookies OO,
Most importantly's that she came back safe and sound of course heh.

อยู่กับความหวัง ที่มองไม่เห็นทาง
อาจจะช้ำ ผิดหวัง ฉันไม่อยากฝันไกล

ขอแค่ ขอบใจ แบ่งให้ฉัน ได้ไหมเธอ
ฉันจะ ขอบใจ แค่ได้รู้ว่าเธอ มีฉันอยู่
แม้ไม่ใช่ตรงกลางหัวใจ

Glad it happened.
Glad I really moved on.
More hurdles await but they can't bring me down again.
MUST FIGHT ON!

2007-01-02T12:59:00.000+08:00

Sadly I don't have all the time in the world to finish reading all 12 vol.s of Death Note >.> Reading them in book-forms would've made it much better and faster though pfft. ANYWAY.. Happynewyear happynewyear happynewyear! Only if I was born on 1st January.. Then by now I would be able to play pool and watch NC16s and etc. HAHAHAHA. Hao lian :x Yeah feeling all empty inside again and trying to make myself feel better thinking of things to look forward to. There's still a long way to go to 10th September so the only thing that's worth looking forward to now is that weekend in February. Shit I'm so deprived..

Thanks Richny for temporarily saving my tagboard.
Kira Kira Kira Kira Kira~
Light Light Light Light Light~
Raito Raito Raito Raito Raito~
Tatsuya Fujiwara is da luvvvvvvvv.
Woooooooooooooooooot.
I shall go relieve stress..

2006-12-31T14:35:00.000+08:00

DN2 again yesterday! :D So rocked man wahahah.
Thanks bro for the treat(ssss)!
We nearly died of heart attack while queuing.. the 4pm tickets SELLING FAST and there were like 30+ people in front of us LOL. I kan cheong until can go crazy. But in the end we got the tickets, 2nd row from the screen though HAHAHA xD. Still worth it! Hearts the "Death Note" mannn.. So sad bro couldn't get another one for himself. Ahem.. I'm not guilty! Lalala..

Had fun at Amway NYE party after that then came home to continue with my dearest DN manga! :D Lost motivation to do SS hw a coupla days ago wakaka. Maybe I would've more determination to complete it if not for the Geog's travel log incident. I believe many of us feel the same way too right. But we can't be blamed, can we? Zzz. 2 more days to go and I'll be back to square one..

Happy New Year's Eve to everyone!
Wish everyone a great year ahead! :D

2006-12-28T22:49:00.000+08:00

Haizzzzz, forgotten that it's the rainy season when I told Ginger to organise an escape outing. Lol. Went to watch Death Note 2 instead! :D Hahah saw my soot-lor and soot-naarak again today! -beams. But then also alot of soot-suays pfft xD. And YAY I LOVE TUITIONS! :D Oh yah thanks Amanda for the X'mas gift! LOVE YA TOOOO! Ok I love all of you too.. except maybe you, and you and you and you. LALAPOK!

2006-12-27T15:20:00.000+08:00

I still feel like going back.
Currently I still don't like it here.
I still can't be bothered.
I need some sort of enlightenment.

Zzz.

2006-12-26T23:09:00.000+08:00

350th post! Lol.
Look at the overwhelming number of posts yesterday. xD
Just back from erm.. cousins outing?
Very first one in the history of being cousins for our whole lives (not counting those organised by the adults). Yes I'm serious. Hurhur. It wasn't bad I guess, kinda brought us closer together. I've been like really quiet and uh.. reserved around them hahahah for some weird reason. I really wish I can speak up and socialize like Aaron HAHA. Though he's a wee bit too wacky (either he was just high or he got knocked really hard in the head today). xDDD
Watched Curse of the Golden Flower (tragic ending ._.) today with Vincent-kor, Beixuan-jie and Mingxuan. Then Aaron-kor and the Choo siblings joined us for dinner later. Felt very xiao meimei today though our age gaps aren't really big and I don't call all of them jies and kors. We all quite friend one but then I don't know why I still very quiet.. I think they think that I'm anti-social or sth. Bad habit lah zzz! Been quiet around them ever since I was young. T_T I'm not anti-social... Oh then felt so bad cos they couldn't go play pool cos of me. One more year niaaaa ): But overall today was a pretty fun day (:

ZZZ? I can't believe I lent Chao Ah Gua my maple account.
And please don't rain on Thursday.
And may inspiration grow in me before it's the last day of the school holidays. I can't believe this, people are starting on the SS shit. I shall get used to the fact that I'm no longer going to be in 2G )):

2006-12-26T00:13:00.000+08:00

This post is totally pointless for you to read so please ignore it.

I dunno. Suddenly feel so.. awed.. amazed.. inspired.. etc etc etc. Long long long ago I bookmarked this guy called Bowen on friendster because he was a singaporean fan of D2B too. Then I didn't know what to do next so I just left him bookmarked. Today I realised he's oso a fan of THE POTATO. Zomgggggg. Then I looked through his pics.. I nearly fainted. He is like so close to them lah! Receiving them at the airport and sending them off for their recent concert trip here. He had ALL (ALL!!!) their albums too, EVERY SINGLE COPY AUTOGRAPHED. And that's not all, the photos he took with them are like so.. aiyah don't know how to say! I was literally like O_______O ... And then I started to weep on the inside all over again. Zomg he isn't even half-Thai okay!! He's like pure Chinese and he's like devoted to Thailand, its culture, blah and stuff like that. Yeah lah I am too but that's because I'm Thai-educated! T_T Feeling inferior somehow. Lol. And there's this other girl called Jasmine and she married a Thai man. She knows how to speak Thai and is learning how to WRITE Thai zomg -.- And I have no idea where she gets so much info on Thailand's entertainment and music industry. She watches LAKORN!!! Zomg when was the last time I watched a Lakorn (as in REALLY follow).. Let's see.. 4 YEARS AGO?! ZZZ I'm so gonna surf YouTube for Lakorns tomorrow. Or when I'm free.

I AM A FAILUREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE O____________O.
I REALLY feel like flying back now sia!!!

2006-12-25T17:50:00.000+08:00

WAIT!
Just a little something for you guys before I really go.
Just received sth cool from P.Poom you see o_O
Maybe some of you know the logic but I don't (lazy investigate ahem) so I shall just post it here for you guys to try out.

1) Estimate how many times you want to dine out per week. (Kinda lame but yeah)
2) Take the number x2.
3) Then +5.
4) Then x50.
5) If your birthday's already over this year, +1756. If not, +1755.
6) Subtract your year of birth from the number.
7) Now you should have a 3-digit number.
8) The first digit is the number of times you estimated that you want to dine out per week.
9) The other 2 digits make up your age.
10) Is it?
11) Right hor?
12) Correct or not?!

Lol. Spastic.
Anyway the email said it works only in 2006.
Dunno!

2006-12-25T17:03:00.000+08:00

Just felt like posting again. Lol.
The last post seems kinda childish to me now hahah. Shall just ignore it. Feeling better already I guess. Cos no point feeling lousy the whole day what right? xD

Play around with the Astrology Bot just now heh.

Today's Zodiac Horoscope:
You may feel like you're simply being left out of the equation, dear Virgo. Perhaps you feel like the oddball - the fifth wheel - who simply does not have a place to fit in. Don't worry. Just because you may be feeling out of place today doesn't mean that this is your destiny for life. If you don't like the course you're on, change your position. If you don't like the people you're with, move on to a different social circle. Do not blame your circumstances on others. (WHAAT?! o.o) Take responsibility for them yourself.

Personality Report:
Analytical Virgo, as the sixth sign of the zodiac, you represent purity, perfection, and practicality. Virgos put things in order to unify the world.

Mercury, the planet of mental and intellectual principles, and ruler of Virgo, makes you a methodical and organized worker who brings an analytical, systematic approach to all facets of life. You project a serious image overall, one only strengthened by your problem-solving skills and fastidious refinement.

Yours is the second of the earth signs, which makes you a dependable, responsible individual. You are reserved and modest in your behavior, and discriminating in your choices. You connect strongly to Mother Earth, and are therefore extremely health-conscious.

As a Virgo, you rule the sixth house of the horoscope, associated with the quality of work. Furthermore, this section of the chart shows how you analyze, deal with, and communicate details. The sixth house also involves health matters in general.

Virgo mode is mutable, which means that you are a levelheaded communicator who makes sure that whatever is being discussed is precise and accurate. Your role in a team is that of quality control.

Your strengths lie in your sharp mental powers, especially in scientific, or technical areas. You are well spoken and witty, and have a good understanding of other people's problems. Above all, you're a great problem solver, providing clear analysis to complex issues.

Your weaknesses are that you tend to be too much of a perfectionist, which can lead you to pedantic, petty, or schoolmasterly behavior. Your critical and sometimes negative outlook on life can be a downer for others, who may describe you as reserved, overly critical, and timid.

Daily Tarot Reading:
... Nevermind.

I wonder if P.Bom is married... LOL.
Yeah STILL hearts them! :D
And also still wanna learn how to play the guitar xD.
Hahaha how childish.
I'm off! Enjoy your Christmas people!

2006-12-25T13:19:00.000+08:00

Thanks all well-wishers! Be it through SMS, tagboard or calls.
Again, Merry Christmas to all of you too.
Didn't feel like sending out SMSes wishing everyone a Merry Christmas like I did the previous years zzz. By the time I realised that I shouldn't let my dislike for Christmas stop myself from spreading the love, it's kinda too late. Blah, I could've made cards. Oh yah thanks those who made/sent me cards too :D I hope I haven't received all wahaha xD.

I used to like Christmas, a lot. But after years of lonely countdowns, boring parties and sucky Christmas days, the thought changed. Every year most people spend Christmas' with their families and friends, or boyfriends/girlfriends, or husbands/wives. Whatever. My parents don't fancy the idea of celebrating anything -.- They don't even care about their own birthdays zzz. Be it Christmas, New Year, birthdays, they told me everyday's the same and it's just another day. They don't like to make big fuss out of things other than their work being workaholics, that I know. But those days are not just normal days to me lah. They're days that you can actually spend time and enjoy the celebration with your family and friends or whoever. Like you know, breaks from school and work and normal days of our lives?! They just don't get it. They don't have fixed working time, so if they were super-beings they would just work and work and work whole year long. Maybe I'm exaggerating abit but aiyah! I'm just damn freaking frustrated. And angry at myself for having such a lousy-- (not family) ah nevermind. Dowan to offend anyone.

Okay fine, I exaggerated about the work thing. I asked my mum, "If you don't have to sleep, eat and go toilet, will you work whole year long?" Lol then she gave me a long lecture about responsibilities and stuff. Then she told me she would stop working only when she isn't responsible for anyone or there's someone responsible for her. Eh.. sounds weird but yah I got the msg.

Anyway.. I spent Christmas 2003 at a boring party, 2004 in Thailand with fun people and it was fun and everything :D, but then went to the same boring party in 2005 again and 2006 is the BEST year ever man. I am going to LAZE AROUND AT HOME!

HOW EXCITING.

2006-12-25T01:00:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :D

Okay I'm missing them again..
Missing them too. And them, and them, and them.
Lol.. Haiz.
The celebration 2 years ago in Khloong was a blast, I swear.
Wonder if they're having fun now without me :/
Only if we can all gather together once (just once) every year and I won't mind flying over just to see all of them that day.

... It's late.
Time to zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Random conver between Nick and I.

Nick 21/4/2007 says:
hey ask u ar
Nick 21/4/2007 says:
What has fingers but can't type?
ice says:
er.. o.O dunno?
Nick 21/4/2007 says:
gloves -__-
ice says:
=_________________=
ice says:
omg you oso lamer.. lol. still say me and kor lame hahaha.
Nick 21/4/2007 says:
=/
Nick 21/4/2007 says:
What has legs but can't walk?
ice says:
lamer xD
Nick 21/4/2007 says:
answer??
ice says:
pants? lol
Nick 21/4/2007 says:
table la -_-
ice says:
...
Nick 21/4/2007 says:
What has arms but can't hug?
ice says:
what?
Nick 21/4/2007 says:
chair
ice says:
>.> arms?
ice says:
not all chairs got what.
Nick 21/4/2007 says:
be flexible lor ^.^
Nick 21/4/2007 says:
k last
Nick 21/4/2007 says:
What has a mouth but never smiles?
ice says:
eeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.. dunno?!
Nick 21/4/2007 says:
river
Nick 21/4/2007 says:
-_-
ice says:
crap T_T
Nick 21/4/2007 says:
what has a face but not a head?
Nick 21/4/2007 says:
clock!!!
Nick 21/4/2007 says:
wahaha
Nick 21/4/2007 says:
k la i go fool around merry x'mas
ice says:
lol tc

That's my bro. Hahah.

2006-12-22T12:42:00.000+08:00

Darnit! No more Wattana Fair! >:((((
Unfair huh. It's the long holidays and I got to stay in Thailand for only 4 pathetic days... BU GAN XIN BU GAN XIN BU GAN XIN ARRR. But bo bian. Zzz!!
Ulcer still hurts too ~.~ Explains the crankiness these days I guess.
But then...
Rachel's back! :D
Escape next week with the girls (and maybe ga-- I mean guys)! :D
And Christmasssss! :D
Whoohooooo! :D
Bored nuts. Lol.
Sick of being noob in Maple (To self: Don't complain, slacker)
Sick of creating Sims and ruining their lives.
Sick of farming and hong-ing my wife in Harvest Moon: FoMT.
And Minesweeper simply sucks.
Yah, I no life.

To Ginger: Organise finish already or not you? Rachel next Wed maybe got dental leh. ORGANISER, HOW? :D

2006-12-18T11:42:00.000+08:00

Was on hiatus for quite some time! (Right lah, 1 week nia)
Hahahah. Simply because there was nothing interesting for me to blog about! (Nah actually the past week was VERY INTERESTING, so INTERESTING I don't want to share it with you people) Lol.
Back to the point.
What was the point?
Okay I didn't even start with anything (but crap).

Met with alot of mishaps recently -.-
Firstly, !@#$%^&* thing.
Secondly, I've been having this huge ulcer for almost a week ~.~
Thirdly, I bit my tongue (I could taste alot of blood so it's not minor).
Lastly, I think there's something wrong with my kidney...
CHOY LAH but :/ Either that or there's sth seriously wrong with my hipbone. Um, you know where's the kidney right? Yah that area.. the pain tortured me since last night zzz. And it's still there !@#$%^&*.. So now I can't walk properly nor sit comfortably. I don't want to lie in bed all day either so I shall just bear with it rarrr.

...
...
...
Laguna's deep pool is really nice...
Only if Xiaogu doesn't have kids pfft.
That's mean but ~.~
Zzz I shall be NICE this Christmas so Santa will drop an iPod down my chimney.

RECOVER KIDNEY OR HIPBONE! RECOVER!
GINGER THE INEFFICIENT ORGANISER!
Rhymes, huh.

2006-12-11T13:44:00.000+08:00

WAHAHA GOT THE ALBUM! OMGGGGGGGG ♥♥♥!
Lol.

According to Ta, this year's Wattana Fair is on 16th Dec. )):
Wth wth wth wth wth wth wth WTH!
I wanna gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

พวกเค้าน่าร้ากกกกกกก จนคุมตัวเองไม่ไหวเลยว่ะ
♥พี่วิน ♥พี่โน้ต ♥พี่ปั๊บ ♥พี่โอม ♥พี่บ๋อม
อยากกลับไปอยู่เมืองไทย เหมือนวันเก่าจัง ):
มีเพื่อนบ้าโปเตโต้ด้วยกันแน่นอน 555+

♫ ทำนองที่หายไป ~

ไม่ต้องการอะไรที่เลิศเลอ ขอแค่ฉันมีเธอก็สุขล้น
นั่งร้องเพลงเพลินใจกันสองคน ไม่สนว่าใครมองกันแบบไหน
ฉันรักเธอได้ยินฉันไหมเธอ คิดถึงเธอก็ฮำมาเป็นโน้ต

ทำไมทำนองมันเพราะดี ร้องเพลงไม่ดีมันก็เพราะใจ
ร้องเพลงกับเธอมันช่างมีความสุขใจ ไม่อยากไปไหนแค่อยู่ใกล้ๆเธอ

แล้วถึงวันที่เธอนั้นลาไป เหมือนสียงเพลงมันช่างดูอ่อนล้า
ไม่เห็นเหมือนวันที่เราเคยร้อง

ทำไม(ทำนองมัน/ทำไมเธอ)หายไป อะไรๆก็ไม่เหมือนเก่า
ไม่มีเธอแล้วร้องไปมันก็เหงา ก็อยากจะหนีความจริงไปให้พ้น

ทำไม(ทำนองมัน/ทำไมเธอ)หายไป อะไรๆก็ไม่เหมือนเก่า
ไม่มีเธอแล้วร้องไปมันก็เหงา ก็อยากจะหนีความจริงไปให้พ้น

ทำไม(ทำนองมัน/ทำไมเธอ)หายไป อะไรๆก็ไม่เหมือนเก่า
ไม่มีเธอแล้วร้องไปมันก็เหงา ก็อยากจะหนีความจริงไปให้พ้น

คิดถึงเธอที่สุดเลยตอนนี้

Seeyaa!

2006-12-10T12:36:00.000+08:00

Time flies mannnnnnnn.
In a blink of an eye and it's already near mid-December~
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year~ Hohoho~
Does that sounds familiar or what, 2Gians? (:

Anyway I haven't bought next year's books, shopped for stuff I need, started on the library books, touched the !@#$%^&* SS homework and nor have I found someone who has completed the Math holiday homework. Plus loads of other stuff I can't remember. Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn. *F5s*

Hmmmmm.
WHO HAVEN'T BOUGHT SCHOOL BOOKS??? Lol.

2006-12-05T20:43:00.000+08:00

Okay maybe Ashley Tan Kai Li isn't that adorable afterall.
Not after he jumped on my bed, disturbed me while I was mapling and lastly but most gravely, demanded for my whole box of peach mints (which of course I refused to give followed by many annoying "PLEASE"s).
And that forever-damn-not-adorable brother of his, Aston Tan Kai Quan. He is such a pain I tell you. Everytime see me, maple maple maple. Please help me train this please tell me what to do wah lau don't play your account help me train I don't want train myself you train faster now you help me train until lvl 17 okay lvl 16 huh okay lah lvl 15 then every week you help me train half level. I told him he might as well don't maple at all if he doesn't wanna train his character himself and even pays his friend to help him train lah -.- If not for my aunt I would've screamed at him and told him to get a life or something. Looks like my trips to Aunt's place won't be as pleasant from now on.

... Stupid brats.
Kay maybe I'm just being grumpy but ARGHHHHH.

2006-12-05T17:50:00.001+08:00

1. My ex is still...
~!@#$%^&*
2. I'm listening to...
ปากดี - โปเตโต้ (:
3. Maybe I should...
Forgive and forget, to avoid the growing hatred.
4. I love...
My family, relatives and friends (typical). Ohohoh and Ashley Tan Kai Li :D
5. My best friend...
Broke her promise to bring me to Genting with her >:((
6. I don't understand...
Why and what the heck happened on that day, and a certain individual's thinking.
7. I lost...
A friend, trust, the better impressions and feelings. Kinda lost my sanity on the way too.
8. People say...
- [Sorry, brain-dead]
9. The meaning of my screen name is...
"ice"? Wo de tian arh. You don't know what's that?
PM - "Kids.. Their juvenileness makes you smile (:"
Referring to Ashley Tan Kai Li :D
10. Love is...
Essential in life. I'm referring to parental love, love between friends and you know, true love that doesn't hurt :D
11. Somewhere, someone is..
Being totally sadistic watching some wrestling thing on YouTube and actually thinking it's funny -.-
12. I will always...
Treasure all that I have (:
13. Forever seems...
To be said too many times under wrong circumstances.
14. I never ever want to...
Choose my nationality when I'm 21.
15. My cell phone is...
Uh.. Useful?! LOL.
16. When I woke up this morning...
I was cranky. I'm always cranky whenever I have to wake up early.
17. I get annoyed...
When a bozo insists that I watch the stupid wrestling thing.
18. Parties are...
Cool when you attend others', but way uncool and are a hassle when they're yours. Okay that's kinda self-centered but really what! xD Unless it's really fun and your friends aren't the type that wreck havocs. Not implying anything! =x
19. My pet(s) are...
Mostly dead. Hope my cat and tortoises are well and alive though.
20. Kisses are the best when...
They're from your loved ones.
21. Today I am...
Disappointed >:(
22. Tomorrow I will...
See what I can do to kill time.
23. I really want...
Someone out there to grant my wish.

2006-12-03T10:33:00.000+08:00

50th anniversary dinner was alright I guess.
Sherlyn could've had her kimchi noodles and I could've gone home to watch I Not Stupid Too or maple. It felt like suicide, really. Currently I'm just zoned out from everything. I don't know what'll be the next or final reaction. Maybe my brains will just blow or something.

ฉันเคยเกือบพลาดสิ่งที่ดีที่สุดในชีวิต
หากในวันที่ฉันล้มอยู่ ไม่มีหนึ่งใจของเธอ
ฝันคงจบ หลายสิ่งที่ดีคงหมดทางได้เจอ
หนึ่งกำลังใจที่ยิ่งใหญ่ ไม่ลืมได้เลย...

ขอบคุณที่รักกัน ขอบคุณทุกครั้งที่คอยกอดฉัน
ในวันที่ปัญหา ถาโถมเข้ามาใส่
จะตอบแทนความรัก ที่ฉันได้จากเธออย่างไร
ก็รู้ดีว่าไม่พอ แต่ขอทำให้ดีที่สุด

สักวันหนึ่งฉันอาจต้องล้มลงอีก ใครจะรู้
แต่ถ้าเธอไปด้วยกันอยู่ ก็ไม่หวั่นกลัวเท่าไร
เรื่องบางอย่าง ฉันอาจได้เคยพูดบอกเธอออกไป
แต่อีกมุมนึงของหัวใจ ไม่เคยพูดเลย

ขอบคุณในความรัก ที่หาไม่ได้จากที่ไหน
จะรักเธอให้มากพอ และขอทำให้ดีที่สุด...

เพลงให้กำลังใจได้บ้างมั้ง
แต่คงไม่มีใครทำให้รู้สึกแบบนั้นได้หรอก
ต้องรออีกนานนนน 555+
...

2006-12-01T14:20:00.000+08:00

This is gonna be another one of those random posts.
It's December! Time really flies man.
Went out with Rachel, Hazel and Lemon on Tues.
The feeling damn different from when I went out with Jan they all.
6A people would know why hahahah.
Oh yeah, I suddenly feel like taking guitar lessons o.O
Like พี่วิน! :D Okay, I don't know whether I'm being serious but..
YAY! GUITAR! I WANNA LEARN TO PLAY THE GUITAR! LOLLLL.
Zzz Ice you looney, stop thinking about พี่วิน and guitars. It's not helping. Remember what you dreamt about the day before yesterday's night? You're just infatuated with พี่วิน, idiot! You like HIM, not พี่วิน! Not like it's possible between you and พี่วิน anyway.
Neither is it possible between me and him! BASKET VOICE-IN-THE-HEAD! I'd rather stay this way and.. uh, ADMIRE พี่วิน lah!
Anyway.. I'm elated to find someone who shares the same interest! :D
AYCEE! Hahah though I don't really know him. Hopefully we'll keep in contact and update each other on stuff in the future or sth! (:
Hmmm gonna be off to school soon for the usher thingum. Went for the full-dress rehearsal yesterday too, though we ushers didn't really.. uh.. "rehearse". Had briefings, got positioned and repositioned here and there, stoned, then stayed back to watch the performances while waiting for Amanda with Sherlyn after dismissal. ^o^v
I guess it's gonna be pretty much the same stuff today, except that I'm gonna bring my specs so I won't have to "I can't see shit." to Sherlyn again xp.
I hate to say this (:p) but Ginger looked great with make up, the hair and the dress. Haiz.. Just the shoe ><" Lol. Quack was in the NCC No.1 uniform. They would've looked damn good together okay, but that's not quite possible so yeah. Hahah. Blah, sadly I didn't, or should I say couldn't bring my cam because Mrs Chen said best to bring only wallet and phone. Then okay lor, I listened to her. See I so guai but then missed the chance to take photos with the drama mei nus >.> Gahhhh.
Wah, never been so long-winded for such a long time man.
Gotta run! Take care peeps.

2006-11-28T22:21:00.000+08:00

Once again, I'm feeling.. Unproductive. Idle. Stoned. Lol.
Having too much on my mind recently.
Thought too much about too many things during the free time I had at the hospital while taking care of mama when Mum's at work I guess.

One of the questions I asked myself during the reminiscence was..
What if I never came here at all?

If I asked my mum, I know what she would say.
My standard in education would be much worse.
I would've grown up in a society that's not as sophisticated.
And all the benefits I got from taking this path of my life.
Everyone thinks that I've made the right choice.
But have they ever thought of all the things I sacrificed in order to take this path? I don't think so.
I'm not complaining about life here or anything.
Yes, it's good and it's better and all..
But I can't help but to think back about those things I've lost. Those things that have changed over these 4 years. Those memories that can never be brought alive ever again. I realised that no matter how much I want things to be like the way they were before, they can never be.
Because they've changed, and I've changed.
Because time doesn't wait for anyone.
Because that's the way life's supposed to be. You gain some, you lose some.

คิดถึง ๖/๑
คิดถึง ความสนิทกับเพื่อนๆและญาตๆ การที่มีเรื่องเฮฮากันตลอด
คิดถึง ตอนที่ยังเรียนอยู่ที่โรงเรียนนิดา ได้รู้จักเพื่อนหลายๆคน
คิดถึง วันเวลาที่ยังเล่นซอ ขิม กับเพื่อนๆที่ร่วมเรียนด้วยกันด้วยความสนุกสนาณ
คิดถึง วันเวลาที่ได้ไปเที่ยวกับขม มายด์ น้ำหวาน หลายๆครั้งด้วยกัน
คิคถึง พี่หน่อย พี่อ้อย พี่หนู พี่หมี และพี่อีกหลายคนที่จำไม่ได้ ที่เคยทำงานให้แม่ที่เอว่อน ยังจำได้เลยว่าพี่ๆเขาดูแลเราเหมือนเป็นพี่น้องกันจริงๆเลย
คิดถึง ไอ้โซดาสุนัคทองเราที่แสนดีที่เสยชีวิตไป ขอโทษที่ไม่ค่อยได้ดูแลแกตอนที่แกยังอยู่นะ ก็ขอให้แกเกิดไปเป็นคน ให้โชกดีมีความสุกละกัน
คึดถึงความทรงจำที่ดีๆทั้งหมดที่มีในเมืองไทยนั่นแหละ :D

ภาพในอดีต จริงๆแล้วไม่เคยจากเราไปไหน
มันอาจจะซุกอยู่ที่ซอกใดซอกหนึ่ง
ในลิ้นชักความทรงจำ
ถ้าเราไม่คุ้ยมันออกมา
ก็จะไม่รู้ว่ามันอยู่อย่างนั้นมาตลอด...

2006-11-27T22:57:00.000+08:00

Note to everyone: I advise all of you to ignore this post totally after you finish reading this paragraph. It's gonna be another pointless post which will be filled with nonsensical rants. If you insist on reading the rest of this post, then you can't get irritated with me because you've been warned. Zzz okay I know, no point what right? Because you all still gonna read.

Damn it!!
I missed the chance to see them again.
!@#$%^&*
Just hope that that February weekend comes soon.
Love them to bits mannnnn.
พี่โน้ต, พี่วิน, พี่ปั๊ป, and all the rest of them... including พี่ปีย์.
Okay actually I thought I would rant alot but now my mind is blank. Because my love for all of them is so deep that it can't be expressed with words! Blah corny. LOL.
And I just realised.. I LOST P.PUP'S AUTOGRAPH! O.O
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO T_T
Nevermind, I WILL MEET THEM AGAIN! *Determined*
Lol high high high. Irritated aren't you? Lol.
Anyway here's Kaub Koon Tee Rak Gun, for my own viewing pleasure.
Translated in English, 'Thank you for the love' :D :D :D
The acoustic version is super nice :D
But then Win too cute so I don't want to put here in case I faint again.
HAHA! Nevermind, you all won't understand anyway.

2006-11-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

Pulau Ubin 2d1n stay was.. well, not fun.
Ah anyway..
They'll be jamming and rocking in about 40 mins time.
They seem so near yet so far man ):
I'm damn tempted to sneak out.
But lao bu and pa said that that place is dangerous. That people get beaten up in toilets, policemen were shot and.. Gah, it's just not safe. According to the adults :/ But it's still so unfair ):
About half an hour more..
They're probably on their way there already, from wherever.
Too bad he's not here with them. If he's here, I'll be there for sure.
Okay 25 more minutes.
I need to make a decision, fast.

2006-11-24T15:31:00.000+08:00

Unfair! Unreasonable! Distrusting! Preposterous!
>:(((((((((
They are coming to Singapore and I'm not allowed to go to see them. I didn't ask for much, did I? I only want to see them again.
Damn, this is when I get ~~crazy~~ great ideas..
Like sneaking out on Sunday.
Actually, that's not really crazy right?
Hmmmmmmmm >:]

Anyway the BBQ not bad.
But C.A.G/ C.A.B/ C.A.M/ C.D injured my ankle!
BASKET!

2006-11-21T20:55:00.000+08:00

I was happily trying to irritate the 'SIAOahboi' while surfing the net until Anthea SMSed me, "Hey how will u be going to vivo? And meet at candy empire btw". Then I realised that today's the 21st, then I started to panick. LOL. I'm thankful for Anthea's SMS, or else I would've missed out on loads of fun and wackyness. xD So I "flew" to Vivo to meet Ant, Jan, Huixin and Sammy hahahah. VADA LIM FORGOTTEN ABOUT IT SO SHE DIDN'T JOIN US! SLAUGHTER HER IN THE NEXT OUTING! Rarr >:[

Went to watch Monster House in 3D, DAMN COOL! Hahahaha. Anthea was like playing around with her "shades" while the rest of us were waiting for ours. xD Helped Sam to shop for her prom top, THEN I realised that Vivo is really quite big >.> But still the best part was the playground hahah! Didn't join the rest because I wasn't feeling spastic enough, blah :/ Looks fun though hahah. Headed for the arcade when it started to rain :D Huixin and I rule! We are the Sweater Crew and Sammy + Anthea made up the Jeans Crew! xD Shall refer to Huixin's MySpace later on for more details, can't remember all the wacky things that happened hahah! Feeling much better now! Whoohoo :D

(...)
ฉันคงไม่มี ไม่กล้ารู้สึก ไม่กล้าจะนึกอะไรไปมากกว่านี้
ให้เธอทุกอย่าง ด้วยความหวังดี ตอบมาแค่นี้ก็ดีก็ขอบใจ
แค่เพียงเธอบอกว่าเป็นเพื่อนดีที่สุดเท่านั้น แค่นี้ก็ฝันตื้นตัน สุดหัวใจ
เมื่อเธอต้องเจ็บกับความรัก หรือวันไหนอยากประชดใคร อยากให้รู้เอาไว้ ว่าฉันยังรอเสมอ
(...)
เรื่องราวในใจ พูดไปก็เปล่า ถ้าไม่ใช่เขา ยังไงเธอก็ไม่รัก
หัวใจของคน ฝืนกันลำบาก เก็บคำว่ารัก ไว้ฟังเพียงผู้เดียว
(...)

เซ้งเว้ยยยยยย ทำไมต้องเป็นแบบนี้วะ ไอ้เหี้ยว้อยยย!

Richny ): Just try appeal? ><
Ginger Aiyah I'll call you tomorrow okay?
Samuel GROW UP LAH KIDDO! -.- Not like Japesh's gonna migrate and won't return forever or anything. He'll be just beside you. GINGER AND AMANDA WILL BE ON THE OPPOSITE BLOCK FROM ME! WHO WORSE SIA?!?!
Alison HUH?! REALLY MEH? But then her name not in blue on the class list what?
Rina I'm not sure leh. But I'm not keen on the job so most probably yeah xD.
Edelweiss Hahaha I've got quite alot of my classmates. Don't know alot of people though, including Justin. So I have no comments whatsoever xD. Shall just see how it goes :/

2006-11-20T23:31:00.000+08:00

Just felt like blogging for the 3rd time wahah.
Just let me be childish for awhile yeah.
Bleah, Ginger and Obsessed Person not in 3B.. T_T
But then got... *Looks back to streaming results page*
Rachel, Sherlyn, Zhining, Wanjing, Shawn, Zhiwei, Yushan, Yiyan, Denise, Glenn, Pragati, Edelweiss, Athena and Marc*ck.
Know these people more or less lah huh hahahah.
Hopefully will get to know the rest better next year.
But still..
WAHHHHH, A LOT OF MY HAO PENG YOUS GONNA BE ON THE OPPOSITE BLOCK! ): *Continues whining some more* Lol.
Okay, this isn't making things any better.
I MISS 2G I MISS 2G I MISS 2G I MISS 2G I MISS 2G!!!

2006-11-20T19:30:00.000+08:00

3B'07 = Pure Geography + History Elective = ...
When I first knew about the posting results,
I was shocked.
Then I was still damn shocked.
Then I started to whine like nobody's business.

Anyway "planned" the BBQ cum Sleepover today with the "CHALEY" owner and the other main organiser, Rachel. Hope more people will be able to make it.

2G'06ians, see you at the BBQ on Thursday.
3B'07ians, see you next year :D

2006-11-20T08:46:00.000+08:00

To my 3 special darlings:
It's getting too hard for me to take. So I'm giving up, for the sake of everyone's happiness + my own comfort. Hah. Thanks for everything. Thanks bro, for being there most of the time though you were such a pain sometimes LOL :x The other two, I hope you both know who you are. Thank you sososososososo much, I know I've said this a million times but it's just not enough so yeah. (: I will never exchange you 3 for anything in the world :D

Feels like I've got loads off my mind! Harhar :D
AND I'M NOT GONNA ROT TO DEATH AT HOME TODAY! YAY!

2006-11-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

Bleah. Sorta got the coupon thingy job.
4 hours a day. 5 days a week. 30 days attachment.
Targets: People aged 25 and above who or whose spouses have credit cards.
Commission depends on whether they fill in their particulars properly.
Basic pay will be paid only after 30 working days and commission will be paid fortnightly.
And last but not least, a boss with an attitude problem.

:/

But then again, if I work hard, I'll be able to earn over 1k by the end of December. Blah, I shall stop contradicting myself. I think she said that Andrea, Rina and I can start work next Saturday. But I'm going Ubin next Saturday wth. Then I'll need to take leave for ushering session and 50th anniversary dinner. I'm having second thoughts. Haiz see whether I can get the LJS one first.

Gahh it's 12:10am! I'm going to sleep.
Oh yeah, about 1 more day to streaming posting results!

ฉัน~~รัก~~เธอ

2006-11-17T22:14:00.000+08:00

Give me something to believe in, please.

ไม่เข้าใจจริงๆว่าทำไมต้องเป็นแบบนี้ด้วย เดี๋ยวนี้ไม่ค่อยมีความสุกเลยอ่ะ :/
แค่ขอว่าเขาจะไม่มีทางรู้ความรู้สึกที่เรามีให้ก็พอแล้ว
หวังมากกกๆว่าแอร่อนจะไม่ไปคุยกับเขา
ก็รู้ตัวดีอยู่ว่าเขาจะไม่มีทางชอบเราหรอก เพราะเขาชอบคนอื่น ):
แต่ทำไม ทำไมต้องเป็นเพื่อนดีเราด้วย จะบ้าตายว้อยยยย
... เซ็งจริงๆว่ะ ไม่ไช่ว่าไม่ถูกใจว่าเขาชอบคนอื่น รู้ว่ามันคุมไม่ใด้
คื่อว่า ทำไมเราในชีวิต ไม่ค่อยใด้อะไรดั่งใจเลย
คิดไปว่าชะตาไม่ดี หรือว่าดวงซวยก็แล้วกัน
คนไทยที่อ่านอยู่นี่นอกจากเราเอง ขอร้องให้อย่าบอกใครน้ะ
ถ้าไม่บอกจะขอบคุณมากกๆ ขอให้โชคดีมีความสุก
ปิด post นี้ด้วยเพลงของพี่ๆโปเตโต้อีกเพลง ชื่อว่า ภาษากาย
เพลงที่ฟังแล้วคิดว่า sweet มากท่าผู้ชายร้องให้แฟนฟัง (:
แต่มันคงจะแปลกไปมั้ง เดี๋ยวนี้ผู้ชายร้องเพลงเป็นหายากจะตาย
ร้องเป็นก็อาย 555+ โอเคไม่ crap แล้ว เพลงอยู่ข้างล่าง
ร้องเป็นก็ร้องให้ตัวเองฟังละกัน for fun, peace, joy and laughter :D

ยอมให้ไปแล้ว เมื่อหัวใจเธออยู่ที่ตรงนั้น
เมื่อฉันไม่ใช่คนที่เธอฝัน ในใจ ตามมันไป หัวใจ
ก่อนจะโดนทิ้ง อยากใช้เวลาส่วนที่ยังเหลือ
เพื่อร่ำลาเธอคนที่เคยคบ กันมา ขอเวลา ไม่นาน
จะโกรธไหม ถ้ารบกวนอะไรอีกครั้ง
ให้เหมือนวันที่เรารักกัน อยากจะจำภาพเธอเอาไว้
และจะโกรธไหม ถ้าขอดึงเธอมากอดไว้
เพื่อพูดแทนคำในหัวใจ ภาษากาย
มันบอกลาได้ตรงหัวใจ ดีกว่าพูดจา
มีอยู่เป็นร้อย เก็บถ้อยคำลาอยู่ในใจฉัน
ให้พูดออกไปเพียงแค่วันนี้ มันคง ใช้เวลา ไม่พอ

ชอบเธออยู่ กำลังพยายามลืม แต่ทำไม่ใด้
ก็เลยแอบชอบอย่างนี้เหละ
เรื่องรัก ยิ่งเข้าไปใหญ่ ไม่ต้องไปคิดเลย xD

Take care peeps.

2006-11-16T12:31:00.000+08:00

Been rotting at home since I came back and most probably gonna stone some more today -.- Hahah but luckily got stuff to do for the next 2 days (: Tomorrow got the 50th anniversary usher training thingum (weird, I know) then on Saturday gonna go job-scouting with Andrea and Rina! :D Got 2 job recommendations thanks to Jiajie, Tengming (though he won't see this) and Andrea! :D Wheee. Bored! Time for quizzes heh. Koped from Michelle's blog (:

Dream Guy Survey (HAHA)

Hair Color: Not too ridiculous.
Eye Color: Black.
Height: At least 200cm, muahahaha! Nah jk. Taller than me? Hahah.
Six Packs?: Big no-no. I find (too) muscular guys disgusting somehow -.-
Facial Hair: Erm, no goatee beard or obvious moustache can liao.
Long or Short Hair: Short lah duh.
Glasses: Preferably. LOL I know I'm weird xD.
Piercing: Not too ah beng can liao.
Scars: Have then have, don't have then don't have lah. Can't tell him to slash himself what right?
Big Bushy Eyebrows or Straight Hairs: Er..
Chest Hair: Noooooo nooooo noooooo.
Buff or Skinny: Average?
Straight Teeth, Gap, or Braces: Preferably no gap?

Personality: Honest, have good sense of humour, friendly, caring, patient, understanding, faithful, serious at the right time... *rants on*
Funny or Serious: Both, at the right times of course.
Party boy or Stay at home: In between. Must be abit lazy cos I also lazy LOL.
Should he cook?: Yeah. But let's not expect too much shall we? Hahah.
Should he have a best friend?: Not up to me to decide.
Should he have a lotta girlfriends: Erm, no? But still not up to me to decide hah.
Outgoing or Shy: Outgoing.
Sarcastic or Sincere: Jokingly sarcastic no prob. Must be sincere with serious words also.
Should he love his mother?: Yea, very important.
Should he watch chick flicks: Errrr, what's wrong with watching chick flicks? Lol.
Phone person?: Preferably yes.

One or more girls at a time: Huh.
Call you bunny, sweety, baby etc.?: Nooooooo.
Does he kiss on the first date: Nooooooo.
Where would you go to dinner: Anywhere that has good food :D
Bring you flowers: Uhhhhhh, don't know. Abit toot leh ><
Write poetry about you?: Nooooooo. That's so wrong.

Would he pay for dates: Hell yeah. LOL :x
Would he be a smoker: NOOOOO NOOOOO NOOOOO. I'm 100% anti-smokers.
Would he drink?: Occcasionally.
Would he swear: Yeah, at appropriate times.
Would he hang out with you and YOUR friends: Up to him.
Would you hang out with him and HIS friends: Yah. If he wants me there.
When he hugs you, where are his arms: How I know.
Will he walk you to the door at the end?: Ehhh anything.
Holding Hands: Dunno.
Hugging Quickly?: Dunno.
Short, Sweet Kisses: Dunno.
Neck Kissing: Nooooooo -.-
Forehead Kissing: Dunno.

Would he Play...
Soccer: Preferably yes. So that maybe he can teach me a thing or two because I know nuts about soccer. Then maybe I'll learn to watch soccer. LOL.
Baseball: Up to him.
Basketball: Up to him.
Lacrosse: Don't think Singapore have bah...
Water Polo: Ahhhh water sports. Yes that'll be nice xD.
Surf: That'll be quite okay too xD.
Skateboard: Up to him. As long as he doesn't break his bones or anything.
Snowboard: Wah good ah. Then I'll call him pro. Snowboard in Singapore -.-

Does he..
Sing?: Preferably yes.
Play Guitar: Preferably yes.
Play Piano: Preferably NO. I hate classical music. Okay that's not the point.
Play Drums: YES YES YES!!!
Clean his room: Yeah, so he can help me clean mine. xD
Paint, Draw, Sculpt: Uhhhhh, anything.
Writes His Own Music: That'll be cool, not classical music can liao.
Think's Justin Timberlake is Gay: Eh, anything. But I find Justin Timberlake okay what :/
Calls Other Guys: Nothing wrong with calling friends what? o.O
Boxers or briefs: Errrrrrr, personal stuff let him go decide -.-
Use the word dude: Not too much.

Hahahah okay this quiz is kinda bimbotic..

A - Z?

A - age you got your first kiss: Older than G**g*r can liao! xD
B - band listening to right now: None.
C - crush: Not telling!
D - doing at the moment: Breathing, wanting to watch tv.
E - easiest person to talk to: Rina, Andrea or Zhining.
F - favorite bands at the moment: The Potato, Relient K, GC, Yellowcard, etc.
G - gummy bears or gummy worms: Gummy bears.
H - hometown: Chantaburi, Thailand.
I - instruments: A few Thai instruments.
K - kids: None.
L - last person you were pissed off at: Who else but the idiot.
M - madly in love with which color: Green.
N - nicknames: Ice, Fire, Garlic, Bing, Bingbing.
O - one wish: Be happy now and always.
P - phobia(s): Being broke, diving in oceans, heights.
Q - favorite quote: Haha idiot. xD
R - reason(s) to smile: Happy then smile lor.
S - song you sang last: Tee Derm :D
T - Time you woke up today: Around 11+?
U - unknown fact about me: Countless.
V - vegetable you hate: Bitter ones.
W - worst habit(s): Ask others. I think they notice better.
X - x-rays you've had: Countless.
Y - yummy food: Countless, as in really.
Z - ZODIAC: Virgo.

Slacked again today, but at least went out hah (:

Nono ไม่บอกก็รู้ดีใช่ไหม ฉันมองแต่เธอนานเท่าไร
ไม่เคยจะคิดมีใคร ไม่หันไปทางใด ไม่เหลียวมองใครๆ
บอกมาให้ฉันฟังได้ไหม ใจเธอกำลังคิดอะไร
คำเดียวได้รู้กันไป อย่าเฉยชาอย่างนี้ ขอทีได้ไหม
คำนั้นจากเธอที่เก็บไว้
คำนั้นจะทำให้ชีวิตคนบางคนเขาเปลี่ยน
เธอรู้รึเปล่า เข้าใจกันได้ไหม
ลา ลา ลา ลา.. โวหู้โว้ นี่คือเสียงทำนองของใจ
หากคำนั้นที่เธอตอบ คำที่เธอบอก ออกมาเป็นรักกัน
แต่หากเธอ Say ลากันไป Oh หู้ No
คนที่ยิ้มดีๆทุกวัน คนๆนี้อาจเปลี่ยนเป็นเงียบงัน
มันร้ายหรือดีบอกกันมาสักทีได้ไหมเธอ
ที่เธอไม่รักใครอย่างนี้ มีใครในใจหรือยังไง
ฟันธงให้รู้กันไป เปิดเผยมาให้รู้ รักเธออยู่ไหน

เพลงนี้ cute มากๆ! คิดถึงพี่ๆ Potato จังงงง ): คิดถึงพี่โน้ตที่สุด ทำไมไม่ร่วมงานกันต่อหน้ออออ แย่จัง ): ไม่เป็นรายย แม้ว่าที่นี่อยู่ข้ามประเทศจากเมืองไทย ก็ขออยู่ที่นี่เป็นกำลังใจให้พี่ๆ Potato ตรงนี้เสมอ รักพี่ๆนะค้ะ! รู้ว่าพี่ๆเค้าจะไม่เห็น message นี้หรอก แต่ว่าก็ยัง count เป็นกำลังใจได้น้อ xD เห้ยเรายัง type ภาษาไทยได้บ้างนี่หว่า.. Not bad not bad.

Wah I think I took like half-1 hr to type the above message -.- Some more it's broken Thai LOL! Anyway it's like midnight now? Harhar. Tomorrow ushering session (or whatever), here I come!

2006-11-14T15:51:00.000+08:00

Hahah paiseh.

Tag replies
Ginger Yal0rhhs he st00pid derrhhs. Dummy annd ah guaa annd ah benng alsh0 nehhs.
Aaron I bet it'll be confiscated again in no time =x Hahah jk, choy.
Jiajie Digusted, aren't you? Lol.
Rina Relinked! (: And I'm back! Hahah.
Rachel Eee, my tagboard is not kawaii! Lol. Just abit polluted by some "kawaii" people nia larhhhhhhs. xD
No1 Well I don't know about that. xD And you are?

(Skip the whole part here if you want)
The Potato rocks! :D
Though Note is not in the band anymore ):
Ahhh I miss Note! ):
Anyway The Potato still rocks.
Pup, Win, Bom+ and Ome rock too (:
Pup, Win and Note! <3s
Go...On ROCKS.
I'm so gonna add all their future albums to my collection.
Don't mind me, I'm like The Potato-crazy now.
Oh yeah, received Pink I'm Not Dead album from Teenage? May issue sms thingum, so long ago that I had forgotten all about it until yesterday.
Anyhoots, won't have time for it until I'm finished with The Potato Life album :D
Ima go listen to it now. Ciao~
Eh hooold on, AMFEE COOKIES ROCK TOO!

2006-11-14T12:34:00.000+08:00

Back.
Pretty memorable 4 days :D
Met Mon, P.Fai, P.Pat, J.Ouan, P.Poom, Neen and Pun (: Whee.
Went shopping, pigged out, and had loads of fun together :D
I haven't been back for like 2 years already so a lot of things have changed. But one thing didn't, our relationships are still as strong as ever (:
Gahhhh I wanna go back! ):
Zzz anyway now that I'm back, it means no more slacking (hopefully). Most probably I'll be scouting for jobs with Andrea (:D) or doing volunteer work at Mutts and Mittens with Amanda (if she has the time). No more slacking and pigging out at home! Lalala.
Okay gotta go unpack stuff and sorta like clean up my table area cos it's looking like some war zone now. Cya!

2006-11-09T10:38:00.000+08:00

Sorry for such a post on Tuesday. Was just feeling really down hah. Thanks Zhining and Rina for the tags (: Feeling a little better, but still not completely happy though. Hmmm I don't think anyone can be completely happy anyway xD.

Going back today! :D Woots hahah.
Didn't really pack. Just shoved whatever I could find into the bag and tada! Still have the uncertainty but then heck lah. It's been like that since God-knows-when but turned out I brought everything with me anyway.

Okay I'll be away from 9th - 13th! Not for long but yeah. You can contact me if you want but just don't expect response hah. No one magically appear at the airport this evening please, I'll just freak out and die. Blabber Yabber Jabber Gabber. Don't know what to type anymore. So cya in 4 days' time!

2006-11-07T00:01:00.000+08:00

Blahh, I thought I already cried away all my tears?
This sucks. I should be glad, but why the heck am I not at all?! o.O
Fine. Call me Weirdo, Eccentric, or whatever.
Shopping spree in Thailand & meeting relatives! Hahah :D
Just what I need, a break. It'll be great, I can predict.
Because I'll be away from this place.
At a place where I'll receive a warm welcome,
a place where I'm loved and cared for,
a place where they don't know what's been happening in my life.

For now I shall just hope that I'll really never see you again.
Because if I do, it'll be even harder for me to face the truth.

Sleepless nights until the 9th.
Whoo it rhymes.

2006-11-04T11:53:00.000+08:00

Forgot where I got this from.

Name 13 of your classmates that you can think of now. Don't read the questions below until you have written all the names of the 13 people!

1. Ginger
2. Rachel
3. Sherlyn
4. Amanda
5. Zhining
6. Alisha
7. Alison
8. Isabel
9. Aaron
10. Dummy
11. Tony
12. Brandon Lim
13. Japesh

qtn 1. how did you meet 10?
Classmates what >:]

qtn 2. what would you do if you never met 1?
What could I do? Cos I wouldn't know that I was supposed to meet her but I didn't. Okay nvm. But life would be like totally boring and dull without GINGER :D

qtn 3. what would you do if 2 and 6 dated?
Wish them all the best? They had plans before anyway =x

qtn 4. have you seen 4 cry before?
Yeah :/

qtn 5. do you think 10 is cute?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH..

qtn 6. how did you get to know about 8?
First best friend in sec1.

qtn 7. would you ever go on a date with 12?
UHHHH. I don't date younger men unlike GINGER :D

qtn 8. what's 7's fav colour?
Blue? ><

qtn 9. what would you do if 6 confessed that he/she likes you?
I rejected her before so yeah. I'll reject her again, no sweat. LOL.

qtn 10. facts about 9.
He loves my junior and he always gets his phone confiscated.

qtn 11. who's 4 going out with?
Not Sherlyn then who? Unless HE's having an affair. xD

qtn 12. who's 5 to you?
I'm her confidante I guess. We're each other's listening ear too :D

qtn 13. would you ever live with 13?
LOL NO WAY HAHAHAHAH. It was already crazy enough sitting beside him for 1 semester.

qtn 14. is 2 single?
Yeah. Somewhat. Lol =x

qtn 15. what do you think about 3?
Smart. And a possessive wife lol.

qtn 16. whats the best thing about 5?
She's smart too! And she's very strong emotionally (:

qtn 17. what do you like about 11?
Eh.. the way he makes the class laugh? Lol.

qtn 18. fav memory with 2?
Too many. None in particular hahaha.

2006-11-01T13:42:00.000+08:00

Muahahah. From now on I'll blog more in the OTHER blog. Finally have freedom of speech :D Will still be back to post whenever I feel wacky or sth lol and reply tags too! (: Though there won't be many people tagging as usual wahahah. Gottta go, toodles!

2006-10-30T21:38:00.000+08:00

Went out to slack at Marine Parade today hahah.
Sherlyn's place, then PP, then Dummy's place.
We were supposed to go watch movie with the guys. Then Amanda wanted to go ECP so we changed our minds, wanted to go ECP cycle/blade. Then the guys dowan, so fine lah we wanted to go ourselves then they go watch their movie. Okay so should've gone separate ways. But guess what? They came to Sherlyn's hse for God-knows-what. Got bored waiting for Amanda, started watching HSM, and that's when the slacking begun.

Yeah and then we slacked the whole day lah. Don't feel like elaborating so yeah. The ranting starts now.

I'M PISSED!
I'M PISSED!
I'M PISSED!
I'M PISSED!
I'M PISSED!
I'M PISSED!
I'M PISSED!
I'M PISSED!
I'M PISSED!
I'M PISSED!
I'M PISSED!
I'M PISSED!

"Hey, don't think that way lah. There are so many other things to live for in life." That's what I usually say to my friends who were down and told me that they think that life is meaningless.
They asked me, "Like what?"
I pondered for a moment. "Just alot of things lah!" with a sheepish smile.
But in fact, I couldn't answer the question.

Where were you when I needed you the most...
& where are you now, when I need you here so terribly.

2006-10-29T18:27:00.000+08:00

I don't understand why sometimes I tend to get so fed up with people and sick of life. Why can't I just stay contented with it? Zzz -.- There were even times, I was so frustrated with life that I felt that I don't belong at all. And that's what I'm feeling now. I'm getting fed up with people around me.

Maybe in life, there won't be anyone who understands you totally. Maybe that's just the way it is, and you just have to get a grip of yourself and move on. Pfft.

BLAH HOLIDAYS ARE SO FREAKING BORING. It's only the 3rd day and I'm already starting to rot. It's kinda contradictive, because while I'm bored with holidays, I'm also not looking forward to next year. Stupid streaming thingum -.- It wasn't easy for 2G to become what we are today, all united and stuff. Argh but can't be helped right, warped education system. Don't mind me, I'm like in the ranting mood. But then good news are: Amanda and Tony are staying in TK! :D

But I'm still not looking forward to next year =.= Though in about 10+ posts before this I said that I was looking forward to next year. I regret putting 4 as first choice in the streaming option form sia, even though most of my friends put 4 as well. Was peer pressurized -.- LOL jk. Even if I put 5 as my first choice I'll still be complaining now so no difference hah. xD But oh well, all I can do now is hope that I can survive in Pure Geog class. If I get in I'll be with Sherlyn, Wanjing and Rachel anyway :D They can peer tutor me! (RIGHT...)

Okie dokie! Ciao~

2006-10-27T14:12:00.000+08:00

I'm sucha freak lmao.
Quite long ago, I was crazy over High School Musical.
Not very long ago, I was very crazy over Jon.
A few weeks ago, I was crazy over Rob-B-Hood.
A few days ago, I was crazy over Taufik (and Jon still).
Now, I am crazy over Death Note and RYUK! :D L too.
HAHAHA! Maniacal me.

Lookie!:

Pardon me please, people :D

I still don't know as much about about Death Note as Zhining though. xD

Well, she's a japanese comic collector and sorta expertises in Manga. Can't hold a candle to her lah wahaha. And she can read cheem Chinese too ):

ANYONE HAVE ENGLISH DEATH NOTE COMIC BOOKS?! Rarrrrr T_T

2006-10-26T19:14:00.000+08:00

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the Fibs alone.
Then, ask 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends. Hahah =x
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. (Only if Halloween is celebrated in Singapore like the western countries *pouts*)
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment!
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. Retired pro though. Lol.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules. Yes, apart from deep creepy oceans.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie (to some extent).

5 people to do this:
1) Ginger
2) Sherlyn
3) Amanda
4) Zakiah
5) Any other bored souls.

Watched Death Note just now with the girls + Skinny Cow, Dummy and Jethro! Damn nice :D L! L! L! L so cute! God of death also cute! Lol apples -.- I'm so gonna see the 2nd part okay. Oh yeah, Kira is a fucker + baka = faka!~
Even though the movie and company were both great, I still don't find myself getting any happier. Last of 2G'06 today I guess.. I'll miss all of you guys. All the best to everyone in 2G, hope most of us will end up in the same class! Lol anw more importantly, wish you all all the best in getting into your 1st options.
Rarr, another thing. The holidays are here?! But I'm still not happy. I know I'm always not contented but aiyah, holidays so boring can! I rather go school everyday slack like the past few weeks! At least can spend time with my dear class (: But that's impossible so I'm just gonna rot at home. Not motivated to do anything sia. Wanted to get back to swimming, now don't feel like it. Wanted to volunteer to help out at Mutts and Mittens, forgot to tell Mrs Khairul, then Amanda also got training no one pei me go. Wanted to get a job with Andrea, in the end what? No time go interview. Wanted to go either KL or Thailand, parents busy. So how now? ROT AT HOME LAH! Fagggggggg.

Nevermind, I shall go and seek motivation in SIMS 2.

2006-10-25T20:22:00.000+08:00

Damn HYPED UP yesterday night! :D
Warning: My idolstruck mode is currently on again.
Taufik, Jon, Hady, Paul and Oli! <33333s
Shan Wee? Hahah jk =x He was just sitting behind Andrea and I but poofed halfway through the concert =/ Okay out of point!
Taufik's All Because Of You is so so so so so so so so so nice! xD And he is so so so so so so so so so so so so so cute and macho! Right, Andrea? Lol =x
Jon sang Far Away, then I kena suan by Rachel -.- Wah lau, like son like MUM. =x Then Should I Stay, then.. uh.. some cantonese song? But it was really nice. He sing one all nice lah! xD
AND OMG OMG OMG! TAUFIK AND OLINDA DAMN CUTE WHEN THEY SANG TOGETHER LAH! xDDDD They sang Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin together and it was damn sweeeeet! Andrea and I were going gaga over the two (more of Taufik =x) hahah.
And as usual, went bonkers over Taufik and Jon then hopped around like mad again. LOL.
Overall the concert was great (: Thanks alot Andrea! :D Whatever it is that's bothering you, please be okay soon okay my dear twin?

Other than getting my phone back from servicing today (:D), the rest of the day was pretty booooooring. Didn't even get to go back to class to sit and spend some quality time with 2G ): Handed in streaming option form today too. Decided on 4, 5, 10. Alot of people put 4 as their first choices man. Er, good luck to everyone? xD Please all get into 4 and push me to 5. =x Mrs Chan made a really long and draggy speech today. But a part of her speech really struck me. The powerpoint slides about the train journey. Found it quite meaningful (:

Tomorrow's the last day 2G will be spending together as a class.. I'm so not looking forward to tomorrow even though it's the last day of the final term. Veh veh veh sad okay D: Time's a bitch. Freeze, you bitch. xD

2006-10-23T21:10:00.000+08:00

Rarr I changed my mind. 2G people want the photos talk to me on MSN then I'll send you. Some of the photos are kinda crapped up while some are too spastic. I'll get murdered or something if I put them up here. xD

Didn't get anything into my head today during the lecture on chapters 5 & 6. Was too disgusted by the abortion thingum. They had go all the way round the big bush sia -.- Like duh all of us got the message, except for maybe doofuses. And wth sia I left my camera at home today -.- Wednesday die die must bring! 2G is left with like only 2 more days together in school, in class ): Must take as many photos for memories as possible. Hahah strangely, I think what I'll miss the most is Ginger's crapping and kee-siao-ness. A day at school wouldn't be complete without some Ginger-ness. xD I'll miss all the 2G babes too! Esp. "gang" :D Hahah. As for some the guys.. school life would have been totally boring and dull without them around. Hopefully they didn't perform too badly so no one from 2G will be kicked out of TK! xD We may not be as united or smart or whatnots as the other classes, but I truly cherish all the good times all of you have given me over the years (going to be 2 soon). SOBS! SNIFFLES! WAAAHHHH! T_T

I want so much to believe you.
But there's a voice in my head, telling me that it's just another lie.
Telling me that I'm insignificant in your eyes...

2006-10-22T12:23:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's post is kinda crapped up I realised. LOL yeah.. was feeling a lil' wacky after all the crazy stuff hahah. xD
Didn't get to play with sparklers after the bbq because we had to leave in a rush )): Went Downtown East for dinner. Then stoned here and there. Feeling quite bad cause made the guys carry all the stuff hahah xD. Went arcade to watch Ginger waste her money at the toy-catching machine thingum -.- Then Dummy felt giddy cause he broke his specs so he blindfolded himself with Jethro's "Banana" LOL. Took the chance to disturb the "blind" one since we had the advantage (: Yeah then to stand up for their DUMMY friend, Ghng they all started to direct him to whack us -.- Hahah then ran around like idiots outside the arcade =x Whee whee~ Oh yeah saw Phuay Hao at Downtown East? o.O Small world hahah. Ghng and Jethro left. Tony, Dummy, Sherlyn and I took MRT home. Then yeah the Dummy very happy to go home ;D HAHAHA xD.

Hmm I left my streaming option form in school, under my desk. Damn smart right? Lol. I still don't know where I wanna go. No goals in life. xD Wanted to take Pure Geog sia o.O Luckily I snapped back to reality and put the crazy idea aside. Pure Geog, History Elective and Social Studies?! Thanks but NO THANKS. I know I can drop one Humanities subject that way but I hate history, and I will still slack in History Elect and SS all the same. There's no garantee that I will do well in Pure Geog too. Better not take the risk. Considering options 3 & 5. Both the same: Double Math, Double Science and Combined Humans (Geog Elect) except that option 3 has DNT. Hmmmmm..

Rarr heck, Wed then hand in. Gonna be off later to buy my SIMS 2 PETS! WAHAHAHA! Ciao peeps. Wish you good luck in getting into the subjects combinations you want or same class as your besties! May the force be with you. xD

P.S. Photos either tomorrow or later today. Painters come make the house like garung guni again -.-

2006-10-21T23:39:00.000+08:00

Class BBQ was fun! Though rather disatrous hahah :D

- We specially marinated a chicken wing for Dummy wahah. Took alot of time to convince him that it's a "normal" chicken wing. "Eh it tastes normal what... But like abit sweet lidat." *We showed him the marinade* Zhenwei & Dummy: O_O?!
- Ghng booed at a stray dog (-.-) in an attempt to scare it away because Zhining and Isabel were scared of dogs, while the rest of us were protective of our "food". Some smartass scared it away in the end with Jethro's shoe. Lol.
- And so we had our "food", and the guys pangseh-ed us to go play soccer. Yah they sure will die without soccer lor -.- That was the time we took the chance to specially marinate the chicken wing for Dummy wahah.
- Zhenwei got bitten by a stray dog. At least that's what he said. Let's just hope he won't get some mad dog disease which will like worsen the mad cow disease?
- Dummy somehow became Rachel's maid. LOL. He had to cook for her, get things for her, and whack bullies for her. And he got a seaweed for his salary. What a caring and generous employer. xD "UNCLE FART! COOK CHICKEN WING AND SATAY FOR ME!" ... "Yes ma'am.. T_T" NOTE: He willingly became her maid, so to Dummy-lovers out there (ahem ahem) please get jealous and sue Rachel.. Eh I mean, don't anyhow sue Rachel for abuse! xD
- The UNO clique namely Sherlyn, Amanda and Zhining somehow got stuck on top of the.. uh.. fence thingy. And became targets for the guys, literally. Zhining told me it has something to do with Snorlax's slippers.. o_O Ungentlemanly people. Bully girls. Tsk tsk~
- Isabel BBQ-ed TOFU, yeah she did. I don't know how, go ask her. LOL.
- And as expected, we could finish all the drinks (+ Isabel's wine) and even had to buy more individually, but couldn't finish all the food. Not even half, I think =.=
- Ginger once again stole Dummy's ducky (what do you expect from a dummy? -.-), then of course, the usual screamings and threatening and stuff. "Oi give back lahhhh! ><" ... "NOOOOOOO! WAHAHAHAHAHA." ... "You don't [insert whatever] I pull of Sucky's head ah!!!"
- *Jethro rams ball at the foldable table UNO gang were sitting at* "Wah lau eh!!" *Massive throwing of ketupats & ice and whacking of bottles & slippers* Luckily Jethro didn't suffer any serious injuries.. I THINK.
- When we were packing up Amanda got hyper and did some dance thingy. So Sherlyn, Zhining, Ginger and I joined in and they all got crazy. Ended up doing some tribal dance LOL.

+ a lot of nonsensical whacking, screaming, throwing of shoes/slippers and foodfights. xD Oh yeah and Classic Examples too (:

Too many cranky things happened today lah xD. Anyone want me to blog about sth I forgot to blog about pls remind me then I add in. xD Oh yeah all of the points above are about how the other fellow 2G-ians spent their day at the BBQ right? What about me, you got wonder or not? Lol guess not =x Hmmmm, I spent most of the time there crapping around I guess. Plus cooking, disturbing Dummy + Tony and getting disturbed back. Joined in the nonsensical whacking and throwing of slippers too :D Fun sia hahah. Got emo for quite some time in the late evening but snapped out of it quite soon, I think. Regretted it sia, because there were more cranky things going on while I was being emo, so I was too emo to notice what happened. Could've had a good laugh. xD But oh well, what's over's over. The BBQ was quite nice overall though the food part was kinda messed up. I know I damn long-winded but haiz how I wish I can remember every single cranky thing that happened today. 4 more days together as a class! ):

Blahhh it's 1230. I shall go get some sleep, damn shagged man. Will blog more about.. uh, yesterday later in the afternoon today + post the photos! OH YEAH, I'M REMINDED >< I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED A DAMN FREAKING NICE VIDEO OF US I TOOK LOR! IT'S ALL DUMMY'S FAULT! I SEE HIS FACE I THOUGHT SOME ULU PHOTO GINGER TOOK THEN I WENT TO DELETE! O_____O

2006-10-20T22:43:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah people if you all see any funny tags made by "ice" on my tagboard, it's not me yeah? It's THE DUMMY. xD
But please do not let Ginger take the advantage of the situation by believing her that someone stole her identity as well. Like please lah Ginger, who wanna steal your identity? =x But Ginger don't worry, we understand you. You have the right to voice out your feelings. We won't laugh at you in school about it, okay? IF YOU NEED SOMEBODY, I AND OTHERS WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOUUUUUU! xD
Wahaha~

2006-10-20T20:30:00.000+08:00

Yo!
Been slacking in school this whole week hahah. Shiok~!
Played cards, watched I Not Stupid Too and other stuff and disturbed Dummy. Heh. Next week last week already ): Found my camera hoho! Gonna steal Isabel's rice bowl and be the camerawoman of the day tomorrow and next week! :D

Hmm went back to the cursed place yesterday again with the same people + Sherlyn! :D She didn't pangseh me and also sat double bike with me hahah. Sherlyn wan sui! xD It was so much EASIER and more COMFORTABLE taking a double bike with her lah kay. Lol. We managed to cycle pretty smoothly from the rental shop to the knscb BYOP place. I thought the concrete slabs were quite big but guess what? The so-called concrete slabs were made of only 6 concrete tiles. 6 CONCRETE TILES. WITH 1 VANDALISED + CHAO TA BENCH. And I-- I mean WE paid $16 for that kinda shit. The location was shitty as well, I think no one would even notice if we were to just bbq there without booking the place. Ginger and Dummy went off for awhile to do something near (or inside? =x) the jungle or wherever while the rest of us sat down and crap wahah ;D Went Loyang Point buy groceries. Sorry Sherlyn and Isabel for not helping out much. Kena disturbed like dunno what by Dummy and Irritant. Chee managed to steal Dummy's Ducky from his bag in the end though! GINGER WAN SUI! :D Ahem, let me introduce...

Dummy's Ducky!

xD Ginger and I were singing Pokemon theme song on the streets while we were walking to Zhenwei's house hahah. Dummy damn dummy hahahah, he couldn't hit us or snatch Ducky from us or anything because his hands were full! Fun~ =x Reached Zhen's house, realised there weren't alot of stuff to put there but still put anyway. Watched Tony and Zhen play with.. Uh, "Aaron"?

Both: "Aaron hump!"

Dance dance~

Sheesh, Cow was wearing a TKG shirt. Agitated me like... Grrr.
Don't get any ideas, it has nothing to do with him.
Hahah Ginger! 20+ Classic Examples and still counting! :D

Slacked some more today and finished I Not Stupid Too and the other chinese show. Ginger stole the Ducky from Dummy (real dummy -.-) again and played around with it. Expectedly (or unexpectedly?), the Ducky got killed. Japesh attempted to snatch Ducky away from Ginger while she was stoning. He took it by the head and *RIPPPPPPP*. Uah-uah. Poor Ducky.. so brutally murdered ): But Ginger still saved Ducky in the end by sewing (SHE COULD SEW! OMFG) its head back in place, a little slanted though. Let's awwww at her passion for ducks. *Sniff* She's realy passionate you know. *Sniffs* LOL..

Before:

After:

???

Content may be obtained from Ginger Hoo Xin Ci. Viewers below the age of 14 must seek parental consent. Highly not suitable for the faint-hearted.

Okay ciao! Scarly tomorrow again, "Eh shit I just wake up leh Ginger!" =x
Choy, must not let her suan me xD.

2006-10-17T20:55:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh, blessed air-conditioning and shower.
Just got back from Hell =_="
After the class bbq, I shall stay FAR FAR AWAY from Pasir Ris Park, I don't care. Cursed place.

Fellow victims were Onion, Ginger, Class BBQ organiser and the Lamest PRO CYCLIST -.- Argh! Only if Ginger and I remembered and told Isabel that we were supposed to book the pit with the AXS machine it would've saved a lot of trouble. WTH LAH there was a stupid AXS machine in front of Mac's at Downtown East okay. And we walked and cycled and went the whole friggin' round thanks to Ginger who had such a great sense of direction. Oh yeah what made today an even BETTER worst day was, it started pouring like siao when we were walking aimlessly in the cursed place. Got uniform dirtied and drenched, just great lah kay. xD HOWEVER, that's not the end of it all. After we found an AXS machine somewhere in the middle of the park, ALL THE GOOD LOCATIONS WERE BOOKED! Fed up, we asked some guy to help us top up my cash card and just booked some ulu ulu pit, which we didn't even know where to find it lah. But no choice. Sorry Isabel and the rest for making you go through all the trouble -.-

Wah piang I am so adding 'Learn to cycle' into my wishlist can. I could cycle like.. 10 years back?! Now.. pfft. Anw I can't believe I paid Lame PRO CYCLIST the money. Wasn't in the correct state of mind. I'm like pok now, sheesh.

Ch-- Ginger was like arguing with me over whether the MRT train which goes to Pasir Ris reverses and moves back to Tanah Merah that side when we were on the way home. I'm not sure myself actually. Lame PRO CYCLIST thought so too when we alighted but I thought it was ridiculous. But I'm not sure now hahah because it just occured to me that people were GOING INTO the MRT after we alighted at Pasir Ris -.- I don't care lah Ginger, I'M RIGHT AND YOU'RE WRONG! Anyway I'm still right that when the train moves back, it switches to another lane, I think. AH HECK WHO CARES ABOUT HOW IT WORKS.

Off to Sims 2! Lame PRO CYCLIST too tired to even chat, NOOB. Lol.
Oh yeah, double bikes make me sad ):
Ginger really didn't make things better ): Hahah JK -.-

2006-10-16T19:51:00.001+08:00

Okay, bloody laggy cbox is currently deleting the spam messages so cleverly "tagged" by Chee with my name today during IT -.- Okay actually, they were tagged by both Chee and me. The story goes like this. Her blog got spammed by some clever person, so she assumed that it was me. Then she came over and started to spam my tagboard -.- Then we were like sorta wrestling. Then I went crazy with the tagboard to prevent her from tagging, and so she also went crazy with the tagboard! We both went crazy with the tagboard so TADA! Right, cbox's not done deleting the posts yet. But I left the message that Chee tagged with my name, "i love xinci" or sth like that because I really, REALLY LOVE her a lot? -_______-

WENT TO WATCH ROB-B-HOOD JUST NOW WITH RACHEL AND SHERLYN! Omg damn funny and nice. Lol.
Eye candies <333 : LOUIS KOO, Nicholas Tse and Daniel Wu! :D
Lmao damn funny lah. Didn't expect Nic Tse and Daniel Wu to be in there. Much less for them to act as... Hahahah you go watch, I dowan be spoiler (:

AH FACK! !@#$%^&* IT'S ALL THE <3 THINGY'S FAULT. BLOGGER SHAME ON YOU, YOU CAN'T EVEN DO SUCH A SIMPLE THING LIKE RECOVERING MY WHOLE POST, DAMN YOU LAH BLOGGER. SO WHAT IF YOU BETA? YOU THINK YOU VERY GREAT AH, RECOVER BLOG POST ALSO CANNOT, GO HOME DRINK MILK LAH YOU. NOOBNESS, NOOBITY, WHATEVER.

Anyway I blogged about my results very cheerfully actually, but now no mood liao. Bloody noobness. Erm, achieved all my targets SO FAR. And Zhi Ning's like the superb. Glad we both overcame the hurdle. I can't be compared to her lah hahah she went through so much more than I did. Kudos to Zhi Ning! :D Okay wish myself all the best for the rest of the results. Praying hard for Math and Lit. Chinese can go to hell.

Off to Sims 2! Yes, AGAIN (:

"Daddy's coming!"
"Mommie's coming!"
XD

2006-10-15T21:57:00.000+08:00

Stayed home and played Sims 2 for almost the whole day wahah. xD
Hopefully Andrea and I will be able to find jobs for the holidays. So that I won't end up pigging out almost everyday at home when there's no one to hang out with. Moreover, I can spend the time bonding with my Twinnie too! Hahahah (:

Pops brought me out (or more like I brought him out) to gia at Bugis and Orchard. He was like damn insistent lah because he wanted me to get off the comp -.- So got off my butt and went out. Wanted to catch a night movie but didn't have Death Note and timings either too late or too early so didn't watch ): And guess what? After going to Bugis, Heeren and Lido Isetan we still got home empty handed. Pops couldn't make his mind on his bag and the black & white Havaianas I wanted was out of stock! Whole Singapore don't have! No size wth -.-

Anyway, school school school! :D Getting back papers. I'm excited. Results can go to hell for all I care. I just want back my papers. xD
Catching Rob-B-Hood with Sherlyn and Stay Alive with Mummy this week! (:

Hmmm, goodbye gift? Good idea.
~~I miss you.~~ Argh sheesh, no I don't.

2006-10-15T11:10:00.000+08:00

Had the nightmare again.
I shall stop looking there whenever Dad drives past.
Perhaps it's the cause of all these nightmares.

2006-10-14T21:48:00.000+08:00

No problemo Sherlyn! :D
Will invite you over to play Sims 2 again when I get Sims 2 Pets! Woots! (:
Link her up people! And remember me because without me she wouldn't have a blog! I am THAT important okay. Wahahahah.

Yesssssss, school school school!
I wanna go back to school! xD

2006-10-13T12:52:00.000+08:00

If Rachel didn't mention it in class blog, I wouldn't have realised that.. 2G`06 is left with only 10 days to spend together in class. If the holidays start on the 28th according to Rachel that is. I wonder howcome we took so long to bond and to become as united as we are today ): Though the class is still a bit cliqued but oh well, at least most of us are pretty close now. Thanks people who posted on class blog esp. Alison because it kept the blog alive (: And same as what Rachel did, I would like to thank most of 2G, because you people are what I go to school for :D

Hmmm, I shall post the paragraph above on the class blog later wahahah. Not to be outdone heheheh >:D I wonder how next year will be like? New classmates, new friends, new teachers and new subjects. Totally new class. As much as I hate to leave 2G, I'm pretty excited about this. A lot of things are gonna change, hopefully for the better of course lol. Hope I'll deal with it just fine and turn out happy in the end too. Ah whatever, I shall just wait and see.

Good luck to everyone for your results! May you get into the class you want :D Hahah who knows, maybe we'll be classmates next year! xD Then you suey liao hahah =x

Blah, don't know what to do today again. Outing cancelled, boo ): Maybe going out later to shop BY MYSELF. Gahh, I feel pathetic. Lol.

It's really a love-hate relationship.

2006-10-11T20:31:00.000+08:00

Exams are over! Lalala.
Had class outing today. Kay fine erm, not really a class outing lol. All the chinese girls except Zhiwei, Alison and Isabel went. Then the guys: Irritant, ~~Lobster~~ Bear, Despo (according to ~~Lobster~~ Bear), Curlylocks, The Faint-hearted and Geylang Black Duck.
We wanted to watch Stay Alive actually but the guys were scared that the Faint-hearted would freak out and die or sth so we settled for WTC instead. Alisha and Chee pangsehed us to watch Stay Alive themselves lor wth! D:

So fun hahahah. We made ahem sit with ahem. They look kinda cute together? LOL I'm fried. The movie was alright I guess, kinda boring though xD. But touching at some parts. Then Amanda lost her phone after the movie ): Hopefully they'll find it for her soon.

Then went Sakae eat buffet (T_T broker) for dinner with Zhining, Sherlyn and Chee. And history repeated itself! "We want everything on this page except this, this and this *points*. Thank you!" A few moments later: "Omg help me eat this! I don't care!", "Er excuse me we didn't order this.", *Hides the extra food under the stack of plates*, "Eh.. Ice order one!!", etc. Most of you probably knows who's the culprit (: Haiz sadly I forgot to bring my cam ): So didn't take any photos waahhhh T_T Didn't fry the ~~Lobster~~ Bear. And also didn't buy mine and dad's slippers either. The only thing I achieved today was slapping Irritant twice I think. Hoho.

I can't stand it man. I've been looking forward to now for so long but now I don't know what to do. It's so damn booooooring. Maybe I'll go swimming tomorrow. But then again, I'm scared ): Shucks, shouldn't have read that book. Ahhhh choyyyyyyyy.

Hmmm anyway talked to Ms Wong yesterday after school. I told her I've already let go and moved on with life, but I don't know. I don't know what I really want from it. I'm just like waiting for an answer to drop from the sky or sth.

2006-10-09T19:23:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah,
I wanna watch Stay Alive and John Tucker Must Die and Rob-B-Hood and many many many more to come! Darn it.
WHO WANNA GO CATCH A MOVIE WITH ME TOMORROW?!?!?! O.O

2006-10-09T17:12:00.000+08:00

1 PAPER LEFT FOR ME! Muahahahahah :D
I felt that I didn't screw Geog paper for the first time! o.O
Hopefully I'm right lah huh hahah.
I haven't started reading the Lit stories yet but who cares. It's like already the holidays for me whoohoo! Tomorrow after Lit paper going to talk to Ms Wong again :D It'll be a much happier conversation I hope. Then after that if not going out with the rest, I'll be going to town to shop for some stuff. Who wanna come with me ring me up after school! Of course I won't just go with some Tom, Dick or Harry lah. xD Feeling so friggin' high man. I can't wait to get my IC and Sims 2 Pets. Can't wait to get back to my usual self again and just enjoy life to the fullest wahahahah. Seems like everyone's getting back to their high mode again too :D

Gah, off to hunt for some online games to play! (:
Good luck to everyone for the rest of the papers again!
Cheerios, let's enjoy the post-exams life.

2006-10-08T18:34:00.000+08:00

I've been tagged by mummy! :D

Full name: Irlada Seow.
Name backwards: Woes Adalri.
Meaning of the name: Aku tak tahu.
Nickname: Ice, Icey, Bing Bing, Bing, Fire and whatnots.
Screen name: ice
Date of birth: 10 September 1991.
Place of birth: Thailand.
Nationality: Singapore Citizen.
Current location: Bedroom.
Star sign: Virgo.
Religion: Free-thinker.
Height: 158cm
Weight: Heavy. Lol.
Shoe size: 7? 8?
Hair colour: Black.
Eye colour: Black.
Who do you think you look like: Dunno.
Lefty or righty: Righty.
Gay, straight, bi or others: Straight and gay at times.
Best friends: Rachel, Sherlyn, Amanda, Chee, Zakk, Andrea and Rina.
Best friends you trust most: Zakk, Andrea and Rina.
Favourite pals: Best friends lor.
Best friend of opposite sex: Like don't have leh xD. Aaron maybe?
Best buddies: Best friends, favourite pals, best buddies, got difference meh? =.=
Boyfriend or girlfriend: Girl friends :D
Crush: Nah.
Parents: Whole day ji ji ja ja.
Worst enemy: No one.
Favourite online guy: Hmmm, Baby Bear? Lol. Jk. Erm, Howard.
Favourite online gal: Alison, can talk the most to hahah.
Craziest friend: Chee.
Advice friend: Shi Han-jie, best cousin cum crazy travel partner cum advisor.
Loudest friend: Chee.
Person you cry with: Ice.
Any sisters: 0
Any brothers: 0
Any pets: 0
Any disease: 0
Pager: Nope.
Personal line: Nope.
Phone: Nokia 3250 (sucks).
Lava lamp: Nope.
Pool or hot tub: Pool.
A car: -
Your personality: Dunno? Ask my friends.
Room: -
What's missing: Computer and Sims 2. T_T BLoody construction people.
School: Tanjong Katong Secondary.
Relationship with parents: Not bad.
Believe in yourself: Sometimes.
Believe in love at first sight: No.
Good listener: Probably.
Get along with parents: Can lah.
Save email conversations: No.
Pray: Sometimes.
Believe in reincarnation: No.. Yes.. Dunno.
Make fun of people: Yeah. (:
Talk on the phone: Yup.
Want to get married: Dunno.
Like to ~~drive~~ ride: Motor scooter.
Motion sickness: Nah.
Eat stem of broccoli: Yup.
Eat chicken with fork: Sometimes.
Dream in colour: Not sure.
Type with your fingers on home role: Uh?
Sleep with stuffed animals: Nope.
Next to you: Air Treatment System thingy.
On the walls of your room: White paint.
On your mousepad: Mouse lah.
Dream car: I wanna ride a motor scooter! xD
Dream date: Whatever that'll make me as happy as I was on 2402 (:
Dream honeymoon spot: Dunno.
Dream wife/husband: Responsible, faithful, no need to be too good-looking, trustworthy, has a sense of humour, intelligent, not too domineering, gives in to me, doesn't argue with me, blah blah blah...
Bedtime: 11pm.
Under my bed: Floor.
Single most important question: Skip.
Bad time of the day: Dawn.
Your worst fear: Height? Lol.
The weather is: Warm.
Time: 4:21 PM.
Date: 9th October.
Best trick did on someone: Forgot leh.
Theme song: Not Alone.
Hardest things about growing up: Puberty?
Silliest thing you have done: Believed you.
Most desperate thing you have ever done to an opposite sex: Staring and going all like omg I think.
Worst feeling: When you realised you've waited too long for the miracle and that it'll never happen.
Best feeling(s) in the world: Fun, peace, joy and laughter? Lol.
8 people to do this: Those who feel like it.

2006-10-07T17:52:00.000+08:00

I highly recommend most of you to skip this whole chunk of crap below and read the happier part of the post. Lol.

Will you please stop crapping around when you don't know anything?
You think you really understand me?
You think I'm really all that patient and understanding?
You think you're the only one that have problems?!

Please lah okay?! Your problem is not even half as depressing and frustrating as mine. So stop saying that you're more sad than I am and ASSUME that I'm happy just because you THINK SO. I'm trying not to use vulgarities or anything here because I still consider you as my friend. I know that you're sad, but can't you just be a little wee bit considerate of the feelings of people around you? Can't you just make an effort to try to be happy and not keep thinking of the problem?! It'll do good to everyone. But whatever, I know you can't anyway, because YOU ARE JUST SIMPLY TOO ~~FUCKING~~ STUBBORN TO LISTEN AND DON'T EVEN WANT TO BE HAPPY. I wonder when will you ever wake up. You know what, the problem lies with you. You were the one who made yourself sad, because you kept telling yourself that you're sad, you're heartbroken, and that you want to commit suicide. If you just accept it right from the start, things wouldn't even turn out this way. Ahhhh look who's talking =.= Kay ignore that. Imagine how much tears you would've saved and how happier you would be if you were more positive. Don't start comparing hor, for the millionth time, WE'RE FACING TOTALLY DIFFERENT PROBLEMS.

And you think that I like seeing you this way ah?! Everytime you tell me about it and cry over the phone and stuff you think I feel very good very shiok to see you all depressed ah? You know that there are many people who care for you or not? Sometimes I might act like I was irritated that you called, but deep inside wasn't at all. I really wanted to do whatever I can to help you return to the old you again. I know you don't really care about how I'm feeling and what's been happening to me but.. pfft. Let's just say that I'm very very considerate and didn't want to dampen your spirit even further with my problem lor.. Haiz, I don't even know whether you read my blog lah but if you do, you know who you are.

Okay here's the un-emo and happy and hyper and random-as-usual part of this post! :D WOOTS! 6 papers down, 2 more to go (for me :D)! WHAHAHAHAH.
I miss Jon! ): I want so badly to go to Hype Up 2006 with Rachel can. But I broke lah! I shall go beg Rachel to pay for my ticket or sth (: Hahah jk. Hmmmm, I shall consider :D
Aiyah, parents being ji ja again. Can't stand it when they get all ji ja lah! Today whole day ji ji ja ja. xD I shall go continue mugging Geog. I'm not going mug Lit this weekend, serious.

Ciao people! Good luck for the rest of the papers!
Oh yeah, those bing pi mooncakes taste freaking horrible >.> Don't buy!

2006-10-05T20:10:00.000+08:00

Totally screwed History I tell you. And aiyeee! Tomorrow's Math.
BUT THEN!
5 papers down, 3 more to go!
MORE THAN HALF OF EOYS GONE! Muahahahah.
I know I'm insane. Before you know it I'll already be back to my routine and procrastinate and fail Geog and Lit. Nah joking, CHOYYY LAH.

Anyway jia you people! Only a little bit more to go!
I shall go continue to stare at quadratic graphs which look damn alien to me though the one who drew them was none other than yours truly.

2006-10-04T19:42:00.000+08:00

4 papers down, 4 more to go! :DDDDDD
Going pretty smoothly I guess.
Last minute revision always works for me, fortunately. Wahaha v^o^v
Much less emo and such now! (:
Heck lah, I'm just going to enjoy life after EOYs. Woots!

All the best to everyone for the rest of EOY papers yeah? Kambatte!

Andrea YEAH MAN! Earn cash and shop until we drop $_$ Can't wait can't wait! xD I'm feeling much better now twin! Thanks for everything yeah. I'm like that, emo come emo go. Lol.
Alison Hey no worries lah! Your memory is much better than mine I'm sure. xD
Hayden Yo Hayden! Thanks for still finding time to tag despite of your tight schedule and stuff (: Take care, work hard for O's hor!
Richny Yeah I'm okay now :D Thanks! Good luck to you for exams too. And Jon HADY Paul lahhh :x Later she hantam you. Hahahah.
Tinghui Same to you too! Good to hear from Rachel that you're feeling much better now (:
Jasmine Both Hady and Jon rock! xD Thanks! Good luck for.. wait, are you even having exams now? Sorry ah, I damn suaku lmao.
Emelynn Heyhey! All the best to you for exams too! (: See, I smiled. Lol.
Rina Okie dokie.

Wah I starting to feel guilty already leh. People down here at this time when they supposed to be studying to wish me good luck for exams but I so many days didn't even bother to come online because I was self-centered and wanted to study more. LOL. Hahahah anyway, here's a big

GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST

for EOYs to everyone out there!
Gotta pia history, sayonaraaaaaaaa.

2006-10-01T16:23:00.000+08:00

Goals for EOYs:
A2 Maths
A2 Science
B4 English
B3 Geography
B4 History
B4 Literature
Pass CLB (piece of cake)

I think I'm being pretty realistic already.
HUMANITIES SUBJECTS SHOULD GO AND SCREW THEMSELVES!
F___ing piece of shit.

2006-09-27T21:27:00.000+08:00

Today was supposed to be another typical and happy day until Mrs Wee set off a time bomb that's been ticking in my heart for the past few months. It wasn't the scolding that got to me, obviously. Why is this happening? The answer was in my head all along, from that moment until now. I've brought this upon myself. It was my fault for letting you enter my life. It was my fault for not being able to forgive and forget. It's all my fault.

I'm going to talk to Ms Wong tomorrow.
I've had enough after months of pain.
My endurance has reached its climax.
Don't ask, because I'm left with no more tears to cry.
That's just how fragile and emo I'm feeling now.

'Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.

2006-09-23T18:04:00.000+08:00

Hady & Jonathan! Hearthearts.

Didn't mug at all while I was out today man. Can't believe I went all the way to Causeway Point for the last SI roadshow with Mrs Mirza. Anyway queue-cutters and SI organisers suck. Rachel and I each received a pair of results show tickets each but no tomorrow's grand final tickets! Sheesh, why the hell would a person needs 2 tickets to go to the results show anyway?! Tomorrow night is like obviously more important lah duhhhhh! Wth, feel so cheated sia. Can only hope that Snorlax can help us get tickets for tomorrow for now. If he can I will stop calling him Jonathan's twin or anyone's lookalike! I SWEARRRRRR. xD

I have no mood to mug and I'm like so totally starstruck for now lmao, Mrs Mirza worse lah =x But what do you expect right? Her husband what. xD Got my hug from Hady but didn't asked Jon, paiseh >< Jon's like so charming omg. HAHAHAHAHAHA sorry Rachel I just can't help it! I want to wear neither blue nor white to tomorrow's or monday's or both shows. I think I like both Hady and Jon. Yeah, I like both Hady and Jon. Shit, she's so gonna get me. Lol.

Kay gonna mug all the stuff now to compensate yesterday's slacking, today's time in Woodlands and whichever show/s I'm going to in the next few days :D

2006-09-22T20:02:00.000+08:00

I am currently:
Brain-dead.
Traumatised.
Paranoid.
Freaking high.
Somehow stressed.
Feeling spastic because I'm damn happy now for some weird reason.
Not feeling the fuzzy feeling! :D

Muggers rock!